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I start getting ready and change into some sweat pants and a t-shirt with converse. It’s been 30 minutes so I go back into her room to wake her up. This time she gets up and goes into the bathroom.

I decide to go get breakfast so I drive up the street to the McDonalds and get her a bacon egg and cheese McGriddle and I get my self two and dive back to the condo.

When I walk in the door she’s put on her shoes. Her shorts are really short… Damn that ass is fatter than I remember.

“Oh hey Twist what you get me” She said when she noticed me. I snap out of the little trance she put me in and hand her, her food.

“Bacon egg and cheese McGriddle” I reply.

“Thank you” She says happily and kisses me on the cheek and jogs to the kitchen with her ass jiggling.

I shake my head and follow her to the kitchen. We both eat together in silence and then leave out the house.

“Thanks for letting me stay with you” Kaya says as she buckles her seat belt.

“No problem, anytime” I reply and pull out.

“Hey what do you think about me living with you and paying part of the rent. I mean since I’m going to need to be out here anyways” She asks. I mean that’s a little tempting but she’s giving me the puppy dog face and I can’t say no to that, fuck.

“Sure that seems like it could work but you have to check with your mom to be sure” I respond.

“Can you come with me to do that after the photoshoot?” she asks.

“Sure” I smile. Shit what am I getting my self into. It’s not long before we get to the place. We both hop out and walk right inside.

“Hey baby” Tune says and gives Kaya a hug.

“Hey Tune, what are you doing here?” She asks.

“You want to to leave?” He asks.

“No no I was just wondering” She laughed.

“Well, i ain’t have shit to do, so I just decided to come” He said.

“Oh okay, well I’m glad you came” She smiles.

“Good, now everyone over there is waiting for you to start getting ready” He points over to the hair and make up station.

“Okay see you guys in bit” She says and walks over there. I can’t help but stare at her ass. Tune starts laughing.

“What?” I ask.

“Nigga you staring hard as shit” He continued to laugh,

“What you talking about?” I ask playing like I don’t know what he’s talking about.

“Nigga don’t play stupid you watching her ass as she walked away”

“Yeah it don’t matter though she already with somebody”

“Hasn’t stopped you before” Tune mumbled. I look over at Kaya laughing with the makeup artist she looks beautiful with out it to be honest.

“I already had my chance and I blew it” I finally say.

“You made a mistake and she forgave you don’t beat your self up about it” Tune says and I nod.

“TWIST COME HERE” Kaya laughed and waved me over. I walk over to where she is.

“What’s up?” I ask.

“Can you help us decide on the two looks all of us are stuck between these four” She laughs. I look at all the looks there are two formal looks and two as I like to say ‘Kaya looks’.

“Um those two will look good on you” I pointed to my favorites

Kaya

Twist pointed to a red dress with decorative louboutin high heels and another out fit with dark skinnies, stussy black and read shirt with a brown fur vest and Harlem GLCs.

“YES! I get to wear the GLC’s” I say and hit the dougie, everyone laughs at me.

“Okay so it’s settled let start your make up” One of the artist says. Her name is Leah.

“Okay” I say and sit in the chair.

“Put this on instagram” I tell Twist and hand him my phone.

“Alright” He says and takes the picture. “What do you want you caption to be?”

“Just say ‘work in progress’” He nods and types it into my phone.

“Now it’s my turn” He takes a picture with his phone and types something in then I get an IG notification, I read it and he tagged me in it saying ‘Day with this beauty @ShutUpKaya_’

“Aww” I say and blush a bit.

“Girl close your mouth so I won’t get lipstick all over you face” Leah says and I laugh.

“Sorry” I say and close my mouth. She finishes up my make up and then another girl Alicia starts to straighten my hair and then adds big curls.

“You look beautiful” They both say once they are all done.

“Thank you” I smile and walk over to the clothing rack and change into the red dress first.

“Perfect the photographer is waiting for you” Leah points over to a guy.

“Alright, I say and walk towards him.

“Wow” Twist says admiring my look.

“Haha thanks” I say and continuing my way over to the photographer.

“Great your ready, you’ve done these before so you know what to do” He says and a nod. “well get up there and shows the camera some love” He says.

I go up to the white back drop and do as many poses as I can think of and then they give me a stool and a huge silver ball. I put one foot on the stool and hold the ball infront of me and make a tiger face.

“PERFECT NEXT LOOK!” He yells and I quickly change, I was excited about this look because I get to wear the GLCs and they didn’t come out yet. When I come back I do the same and for my last post I swat down and do the thuggin face and a few smiles. Then we take some quick close up and I’m done.

“Tune can I keep these?” I ask with the puppy dog face.

“Yeah, everything you wore is now yours” He says.I scream and hug him tightly.

“Cool, I’m gonna wear this outfiit then” I say and run over to get the rest of my stuff.

“Oh by the way I told Tune about you staying with me and he thinks its a great and more convenient so all we need is your mom’s approval” Twist smiles.

“Great, well let’s go” I say happily.Twist takes my things from me and walks to the car.

“Bye Tune”I say and give him a hug.

“Bye baby, good luck” He says.

“Thanks I’m gonna need it” I chuckle and we part ways.

I walk outside and find Twist’s car, once I hop in and buckle my seat belt Twist pulls off. As he’s driving I admire my harlem GLCs.

“Stop looking at those damn shoes” Twist laughs.

“You don’t understand how much I wanted these” I say still looking at them, he just shakes his head and continues driving.

It’s not long before we arrive at the house that we we rented. We both get out and knock on the door. My mom opens it and we are greeted by my dogs.

“Hey mom” I say and give her a hug.

“What do you want?” She asks catching on and letting us in the house.

“Why do I have to want something?” I ask seemingly offended.

“Well you brought Twist with you so I guess he’s supposed to make me nicer and you hugged me as soon as I answered the door with a big Kool-aid smile” My mom pointed out.

“She’s good” Twist whispers in my ear.

“Thank you” My mom laughs.

“Alright well Twist and I-“

“Meaning her” Twist cut me off, I glare at him but continue anyways.

“I came up with the idea to stay with Twist for convenience” I start.

“Kaya I don’t thi-“

“Wait let me finish” I say she nods giving me permission to continue.

“I spoke with Tune and he says it’s a good idea. We are saving money and its a nice two bedroom apartment, very spacious and Twist said it’s fine with him.

“Well…” My mom begins to think about it. “Okay… You can stay with Twist but you have to come home every now and then because you are still underage and when you turn 18 I won’t bother you about it anymore. Deal?” My mom say.

“Ahhh!” I scream happily, “Deal!!!” Twist and my mom laugh at me.

“Take of her… I’m trusting you if anything happens to her it won’t be me you have to face, it will me her father” My mom stared at Twist hard.

“Yes ma’am” He says.

“Good, now you can go ahead and start packing and moving in. I’m gonn a stay here for a few more days to take care of some business with Tune and I will arrange a manager for you for when I’m not around” My mom says.

“Okay” I smile and hug her. “Come on Twist” I say excitedly and drag him upstairs to help me pack.

——

“My new home” I say happily as I watch Twist carrying all my stuff to my new room.

“Yeah yeah” he says. “I already know you want to start redecorating so if you come up with the plan I can get it done” Twist says.

“Perfect and we can go grocery shopping, I can’t have you eating out all the time it’s not good for you” I pat his stomach.

“You can do that once on your own” He says.

“Pwease” I pull the puppy dog face again.

“Ugh fine” Works every time.

“Thanks, let’s do that later though, I’m tired because you woke me out of my sleep” I snap.

“it’s not my fault you had to be up” He says.

“Whatever” I mumble and my phone ding and it’s from my mom telling me that I have a interview with Big Boy tomorrow.

“Can you take me to a interview tomorrow?” I ask him.

“You need your license, but sure” He replies.

“I will get them soon and thank you” I smile and my phone rings.

“Hello” I say not looking at my caller ID.

“I’m sorry about yesterday… I over reacted” Dig says.

“Nah you were right, you had every right to be mad” I say.

“I’m gonna come back after you’re done” Twist says and leaves.

“You’re still there?” Diggy asks.

“Um actually, I moved in with him” I say and he doesn’t reply. “Dig?” I ask.

“yeah I’m here” He says obviously mad. I roll my eyes this time.

“Dig I moved in with him because it’s convenient nothings gonna happen… You trust me right?” I hate how I have to ask him if he trusts me.

“Yeah” He sighs.

“Then let me do me… I will see you soon” I say and hang up the phone, not wanting to talk any longer because I’m sick of fighting with him.

“Twist let’s go now!” I yell out.

“I thought you were tired!” He yells back.

“WAS now let’s go!” I say.

“Alright give me a second!”

——

When we get to the grocery store I get all types of food. Right now we are in the fruit ale and I’m picking out fruits.

“What type of fruit do you like?” I ask Twist.

“Grapes” He says and I reach for different grapes. Then I see the pineapples and pick up a few.

“Why so much?” Twist asks confused.

“I’m gonna need it” I say.

“Why?” He asks. I wave my hands for him to come here. He brings his head to me and I whisper.

“It’s makes something sweeter” I say and he catches on and makes the oh face.

“I want to taste some of that” He says hype.

“Nice try! Only my boyfriend can do that” I laugh.

“It was worth a shot” He laughs too. We continue shopping until the cart is practically over flowing, We go over to the cashier and Twist pays for it all and we make out way back home.

3 weeks ago

Chapter 72

Kaya

“Ignore him” Prince says softly.

“Nah I got this” I assure him and walk in the same direction Ray did. I’m here and we are gonna squash this whether he likes it or not.

“Ray!” I call out and get silence in response. I go to his room and knock on the door, he doesn’t answer. Sighing I open the door and see him staring at the wall. “Why are you ignoring me?” I ask.

“Why aren’t you getting the hint that I don’t want to talk to you” He snaps.

“Because I want to squash this so we can move on” I reply.

“Kaya…” He huffs. “I’m sick of this fucking circle with you!”

“What do you mean?” I ask confused.

“You don’t see it? We break up because someone cheats, you move on, I win you back you break up with that person and we get back together. I’m sick of it” He explains.

“Who said anything about getting back together? Ray I don’t like you mad at me. I also don’t like the fact that I ruined you, Dig and Ray’s friendships” I confess.

“You didn’t ru-” He starts but I cut him off.

“Bullshit if I didn’t ruin you guys friendships you would have hugged, dapped or did some shit with Twist and you would have been talking to Diggy!” I yell.

“First, stop cutting me off!” He says clearly annoyed.

“Ray, you should know by now that I don’t give a fuck about your pet peeves” He just rolls his eyes. “Anyways you have every right to be upset about me being pregnant but I was with Diggy at the time”

“You don’t have to remind me that you were with Diggy, and yeah at first I was pissed off but like you said we weren’t together. Also I’m sorry about your loss” He says the last part sincerely. I open my mouth to respond but I can’t he takes this chance to continue to talk. “And… I forgive you” He says. Instead of responding, I go over and hug him.

“I love Ray” I say into the hug.

“I love you too Kaya” He says.

“Finally! I swear y’all are like a soap opera, I felt like I was watching The Bold and the Beautiful” Roc says clapping his hands. We look over to the door and see everyone being nosey. Ray and I just shake our heads.

“Yes now get out” I get up and slam the the door and all their face. Ray and i laugh. I make my way back over to Ray’s bed and lay next to him.

“That was not nice” Roc yells causing us to laugh even harder.

“Man I miss being here” I say once our laughter calms down.

“We miss you and Taylor being here, it’s weird with out you guys” Ray confesses.

“I’m just so busy, flying every where doing radio interviews, the mixtape is almost done, I just have to do the photoshoot tomorrow and it’s done. Then I have to think about touring and honestly, I’m exhausted”

“I know the feeling” Ray says.

“Is it weird that I keep forgetting you guys are who you are?”

“No not at all that’s what we prefer anyways”

“I’m just annoyed with people saying that I used you guys because that’s not true, Tune came to me, I didn’t expect all this” I vent.

“Don’t worry about what they think just do you like you been doing, fuck what they think”

“You’re right” I sigh.

Ray and I just chill alone in his room until it’s time to go, I get up and give him a hug then go out to the living room where everyone else is.

“Twist, I gotta go since I have a shoot in the morning” I say catching all their attention.

“Aw no fair you spent all your time here with Ray” Prince pouts.

“I know, lo siento mi hermano” I reply.

“It’s okay” He says.

“Alright bros I’m gonna get her home” Twist says and gives everyone dap and we leave out. “Did Tune tell you where your shoot is going to be?” Twist asks one we get in the car.

“No” I reply.

“Check you phone to make sure” Twist chuckles. I check my phone and I have two messages one from my mom and one from Diggy. I check my mom’s first and she sent me the address for the shoot.

“Do you recognize this address?” I ask Twist and show him my phone.

“Yeah that’s close to my place” Twist says.

“Wait since when did you have a place out here?” I ask.

“Since a month ago” He says and laughs.

“Oh I see you bruh flessin sumthin” I say in a weird accent.

“But you can stay with me and I can take you there in the morning” He offers.

“That sounds great let me I ask my mom” I reply and send my mom a text asking her. While I wait for her to reply, I check my text from Diggy telling me to call him when I get a chance. My mom replies and says it’s fine. “My mom said yes” I tell Twist. He nods and pulls out of the drive way and goes to his plac.

—-

“Here we are” Twist parks the car infront of a nice condo.

“This is nice” I say getting out and grabbing my bags that we picked out from where my mom and I are staying.

“Thank you” Twist says taking my bags from me and walking to the door. He unlocks the door and turns a light on.

“It’s so cozy in here” I compliment.

“Well it’s a two bedroom, so I’ll take you to your room” He smiles and leads me the room and puts my stuff down. “I’ll be in my room across the hall if you need me” He says and leaves.

I decide to change into bra and panties and facetime Diggy from my laptop since I brought it with me. He answers and I see him shirtless and I bit my lip.

“Hey baby” I say sweetly and make a kissey face. He chuckles

“Hey babe” He replies. “Where are you?” He asks obviously noticing my surroundings.

“Oh um yeah I’m at Twists condo” I mumble so he wouldn’t her but noticing his change in facial expression he did.

“Why are you there?” He asks a little bit too calm.

“Um it’s convenient for me to go to my photoshoot tomorrow” He makes a face but doesn’t say anything. “Please don’t tell me you’re mad” I pout.

“I’m not mad” he says in a high voice, which signals he’s lying.

“Oh you’re not mad?” I ask obviously not believing him.

“Yeah babe, I’m not mad” He says in the high voice AGAIN.

“Then why are you giving me the voice?” I challenge him.

“I’m not giving you the high voice” high voice

“You know what when you decide to tell me the truth call me back” I say and in the call. “Ughh!” I throw a pillow and it hits the lamp.

“Don’t break anything” Twist says coming into my room.

“Sorry” I mumble.

“What’s wrong?” Twist asks.

“Nothing” I say.

“Alright so what happened?” He asks seeing through my lie and takes a seat next to me on my bed.

“Well Dig asked where I was and said your place and he was obviously mad, so I asked him if he was mad and he lied and said he wasn’t in that dumb ass high voice.” I say the the last part through gritted teeth.

“Kaya look at it from his prospective he has every right to be mad” Twist says.

“You suck, you’re taking his side”

“Sorry but he’s right”

“But even if he is right he shouldn’t have lied to me” I say.

“Well for that part he was wrong, but don’t stress about it”

“You’ve known him longer than I have he is too fucking sensitive, I don’t have time for it”

“Kaya, if you didn’t have time for it, you wouldn’t be with him” Twist pointed out and chuckled.

“Shut up” I playfully punch him.

“Oww” He says holding the spot.

“Oh shut up” I say and turn on the tv.

“Oh that’s how it is?” He asks.

“Yup” I say directing my full attention to the tv. I hear him kiss his teeth and gets comfortable on my bed.

“Um who invited you?”I ask.

“This my house” He says snatching the remote and changing to some random movie.

“Whatever” I mumble and watch whatever it is. I end up liking the movie and falling asleep half way through on his chest.

3 weeks ago

Chapter 71

Kaya

It’s been a few weeks since I left Dig’s house. My mom, dogs and I are out in LA in a house that we rented for convenience. Everything is pretty much back to normal. Right now I’m catching up on some homework and chillin with my dogs.

“Kaya!” My mom calls from down stairs.

“Yes!?” I yell back.

“Come here for a second!” She yells. Instead of replying, i get up and go downstairs.

“Yes?” I say.

“Tune says he needs you at the studio again, to finish up your session from yesterday” She says.

“Okay” I reply and start making my way back upstairs.

“But” She says. I stop and turn back around to face her.

“But what?” I question.

“Twist is going to be there”

“Um.. okay” I say uneasy becoming very nervous.

“He said, he’s sorry, but you guys have to squash this since y’all are family” I nodded and made my way back upstairs.

I start getting ready and change into some BP sweatpants, a tank and a jean jacket. I want to be comfortable.

“Mom, I’m ready” I tell her.

“Tune’s coming to pick you up, he should be here in a minute” she replied.

“Alright” I reply and make my way to the living room. All of my dogs are just chillin on one of the couches.To pass time I get on twitter and start reading my mentions and replying.

@KayasKilla: @ShutUpKaya_ did you notice that you dropped the hipster act as one of you styles.

@ShutUpKaya_: @KayasKilla actually I did lol, I guess it was just a phase I got sick of dressing like an idot everyday

@DiggysNo1: @ShutUpKaya_ I guess you’re the new Kim K congrats

@ShutUpKaya_: @DiggysNo1 I WOULD argue with you all day, but I have fans to worry about, but considering how much you keep my name in you mouth I would have thought you were one :)

@KayasHusband: @ShutUpKaya_ babe when are we getting that mixtape?

@ShutUpKaya_: SOON bae I promise, it’s done already just a few things need to be added. Hopefully by then end of the month, I feel bad for making you wait :(

I replied to a few more and I heard the doorbell ring. I head over to open it and of course it’s Tune.

“Your mom already told you right?” He asks.

“No hello?” I laugh. “But yeah she did” I reply.

“Aight well come on” He says. I lock the door and follow him to his car.

“It is the middle of November, why the hell is your top down?” I laugh.

“It’s a bit warmer today so I put it down” Tune replied. I shook my head as he drove off. We were at the studio in no time.

We both got out of his car and walked in. He leads me to the studio door and opens it. I take a brief look around and I see Twist and Tyga. Tyga immediately jumps up and comes over to me.

“Wassup daddy ty” I give him a hug.

“Hey Kaya” He replies and hugs me back.

“Girl when you gonna release that mixtape” He says impatiently.

“I know! I feel so bad” I frown. “But you can’t talk where the hell is Fan of a Fan 2?” I asked.

“Alright you got me” He put his hands up in surrender. We both laughed.

“Ahem” Twist cleared his throat. We both looked up at him. “Hey Kaya” He said awkwardly.

“Hi” I replied. The room was dead silent, which was not helping the situation.

“Aye Tune let’s go get some stuff from the vending machine” Ty says breaking the silence thankfully, but not the way I want. The last thing I want to do is be alone with Twist.

“Sure” Tune said and they both left. Great.

“How you been?” He asks.

“I’ve been better…” I reply.

“I heard about the loss… I’m sorry to hear that” Twist says sincerely.

“Everything happens for a reason, right?” I reply.

“Yeah” He says.

“Look, I’m over the whole thing, it took time but I fully forgive and I’m ready to move on” I say straight forward. “Friends?” I ask sticking my hand out.

“Friends” He shakes it and pulls me into a hug. I’m not gonna lie and say I didn’t miss this. I inhaled his cologne and hugged him tightly. We slowly pull away and he bits his lip. We stay in the same position and look at each other.

“I missed you” I say honestly.

“I missed you too” He replies. He looks like he’s about to kiss me so I get out of his grasp and go sit down. “Sorry” He says and I nod telling him it’s fine. My phone rings, I look at the name and it’s Diggy.

“Hey baby” I say sweetly.

“What’s up bae?” He asks.

“I’m in the studio with Tune, Ty and Twist” I say casually.

“Twist?” He questions.

“Uh yeah” I say nervously.

“Just make sure it doesn’t try nothing” Diggy says sternly.

“No worries Dig” I say.

“Alright, I trust you” He says.

“Thank you, I love you” I say.

“I love you too” He replies and we hang up. I look over at Twist and he is playing with his phone.

“Where is Ty and Tune with those snacks” I say.

“They didn’t get any snacks they were just trying to leave us alone” Twist laughs.

“I know, they suck for that” I reply and laugh also.

The door opens and Ty and Tune walk in. “I hear laughter” Ty says.

“Yes, everything is good” I reply.

“Great, now here are the snacks” Tune said trying to play it off.

“Y’all know damn well y’all didn’t leave to go get some snacks” I snap and everyone laughs.

“Okay, you caught us” Tune surrenders.

“That’s what I thought nigga” I say and snatch a bag of chips.

“But since we’re hear, I can tell you what we are going to do about your mixtape” Tune says.

“Alright what’s up?” I ask.

“Aight this is what’s gonna happen first we have to have the photoshoot for your art work and then we have to shoot music videos for your top 3 fave songs” He explains.

“Sounds good to me” I reply.

“Wait let’s not forget about a listening party” Twist says hype.

“yes, the listening party will be a week before the release date” Tune says.

“What is the release date?” I ask.

“December 17th” He says.

“So a month from now?”

“Exactly” He replies.

“Alright, I’m gonna let my fans know” I say and take out my phone to tweet.

@ShutUpKaya_: Just got some great news you guys…

I wait for the to reply and blow up my mentions wondering what I’m talking about then tell them.

@ShutUpKaya_: Sophisticated Ambition will be released December 17th

I scroll through my mention a bit to see their reaction and they are excited.

“They are spazzing” I say laughing. “When is the photoshoot?” I ask Tune.

“Tomorrow” He says nonchalant.

“TOMORROW?!” I asked shocked.

“Yeah tomorrow” He replies.

“Now you tell me?!?” I asks.

“I told your mom” He says.

“You know she forgets things” I say slightly irritated because I had plans to go shopping tomorrow and then sleep.

“Now that everything is taken care of, let get out of here, Twist you recorded what you needed to?” Tune asks.

“Yeah” He replies.

“Well let’s get outta here” Tune says and we all leave the studio. “Kaya, I have some more business to take care of if you want to ride a long you can” He says.

“I can take her home” Twist buts in.

“I’m fine with that” I reply. “Bye everyone” I say and give each of them hugs except Twist since I’m riding with him.

“Come on” He says and leads me to his car. “Where to?” He says once we get situated.

“I don’t care, I’m just hungry” I say in a grumpy tone.

“Alright um hooters?” He asks.

“Sure” I reply. He nods then drives off, it doesn’t take long before we arrive at the place.

“It’s been a while since I’ve been here” I say walking in.

“Same, I miss their wings” he replies.

“Tell me about it” I chuckle.

“Table for two” He tells the waiter.

“Right this way” She says perky. We follow her and I see Twist looking at her ass. I just shake my head.

“Okay here you are” She smiles setting down the menus. We both take our seats. “Do you guys know what you want, or do you need more time?” She asks.

“We’re ready to order” Twist and I say at the same time and all of us laugh.

“Okay what can I get you guys?” She asks.

“A sprite to drink for both of us and a plate of buffalo wings and fries for two” He says.

“And who says I want to share a plate with you?” I ask jokingly.

“Because you do now give her your menu” He laughs.

”You guys are so cute” She compliments and takes our menus.

“We aren’t together” Twist corrects her.

“Oh I’m sorry I just made this awkward didn’t I?” She says.

“Yes, but it’s fine” I assure her.

“Okay good, I’ll be right back with your drinks” She smiles and walks off. Twist and I just look at each other and bust out laughing again. Once we calm down our waiter comes back with our drinks and he begins drinking his.

“So Twist you got a girl?” I ask him bluntly and he chokes on his drink. He starts coughing and gets his throat together.

“No, I’m chillin” He finally says. I nod in response and we stay silent.

“Can I ask you a question?” I ask breaking the silence.

“Sure” He says.

“Do you think I ruined you, Dig and Ray’s friendship” I ask. He stays silent.

“Not necess-” He starts but I cut him off.

“The that you have to say ‘necessarily’ means that I did”

“Okay maybe you did, but you didn’t do it on purpose. Don’t beat your self up about it, maybe someday we will be friends again” He smiles.

“So you would be willing to talk to them?” I ask with a smile on my face.

“Maybe” He shrugs.

“Maybe Ray will talk to you… He won’t even look at me” I confess.

“He didn’t take the whole pregnancy thing well?” Twist asks and I nod.

“Like when I start a FaceTime convo with Prince he will come up with some bullshit excuse to leave the room. I’m thinking about visiting them later on but it will be too awkward”

“Sorry about that” The waiter cuts our convo short and puts out plate down.

“It’s fine” We both say.

“Well let me know if you guys need anything” She says and leaves the table.

“What if I go with you?” He asks taking a fry.

“That may make it a bit better” I sigh.

“Alright after we are finished here we can head over there” Twist says.

“Thanks” I smile.

“No problem” He replies and we begin eating our food.

Once we are finished Twist pays the bill and we leave. He drives to thew conjunction house in no time. I decide to call Prince while we sit in the drive way.

“Hola mi hermana” He says into the phone.

“Abrir la puerta” I say and I see Twist roll his eyes so I hit him. ‘ow’ he mouths.

“Por que?” He asks.

“JUST DO IT!” I say.

“Okay, no need to yell” he says and not much longer he opens the door. Twist and I get out the car. I run over and give Prince a long hug and a kiss on the cheek. He gives Twist dap and we both walk in. “Ray is in there” He says pointing to the living room. I shrug and continue to walk in.

“Kaya!” Roc says and runs over and hugs me.

“Hey sis” Prod says and hugs me also.

“I’m gon-” Ray starts but I cut him off. I know he hates it but I don’t give a fuck.

“Don’t come up with some bullshit excuse to leave the room” I say bluntly and the room becomes silent. Ray looks at me with a hard glare and I give him one right back. Two can play that game, he has met his match.

No one in the room says anything for atleast 5 minutes but Ray decides to say something smart. “You’ve moved on one again huh?” He chuckles. “But wait aren’t you pregnant with Diggy’s baby?” He spits clearly with jealousy in his voice.

“Actually, I’m still with Dig and no… I’m not pregnant anymore” I say the last part softly. I see his face soften up for a split second but he kept the hard glare. “But go ahead and do whatever it is you were gonna do” I finally say.

He doesn’t say anything he just leaves the room…

1 month ago

Chapter 70

Taylor

It’s been a long time since I’ve talked to Kaya, I feel like our friendship has fallen off. I still speak with Prod and Princeton says she’s doing fine. I keep hearing rumors about her at school and on twitter, but since I haven’t talked to her it would be awkward for me to ask.

“Taylor!” Prod answers my FaceTime call.

“Hey Prod” I say half way smiling.

“What’s wrong?” He asks.

“Nothing, just thinking about Kaya”

“Why don’t you call her, according to Princeton she is in NY with Diggy. He said she’s going through some things, I don’t really like to get into people’s business, but Ray is pretty upset about whatever it is”

“I was to call her, but I feel it will be very awkward if I do… I mean I haven’t talked to her in forever” I explain.

“Well just call whenever you feel is right”

“I will, but what’s up with you?” I ask him.

“Same old, same old, school recording an album…”

“I heard about that, you never mentioned it though”

“You never asked”

“Tuche”

“You’re stupid” He laughs.

“You love me though!”

“Of course, i do I can’t wait until you come out here” Prod says.

“I know I miss your lips, scent and they way you held me” I say.

“I can same the same for you”

“I love you”

“I love you too”

“TAYLOR WATCH TYRA, I’M LEAVING!”

“OKAY MOM!” I yell and I hear the front door open and close. “Well, I’m gonna talk to you later”

“Alright bye” He says and I hang up then make my way downstairs. I find my sister just watching tv, I sigh and take a seat next to her.

“What’s up with you?” She asks.

“Nothing you would understand” I reply, she shrugs and continues to watch tv. My phone vibrates and it’s a text from Kaya, how ironic.

“Hey… We need to talk”

“Now?” I reply to her text.

“Yeah… In like five minutes”

“Okay”

In about five minutes she calls me.

“Hello?” I answer the phone.

“Hey Taylor… Sorry for going off on you when you were just trying to help…” She replies so lowly that I barely heard her.

“Girl that was months ago, I’m over that” I respond. I hear her sign of relief, I think about asking her about the rumors, but decide against it.

“So, I’m sure you saw my tweets” He saws uneasy.

“Actually I haven’t been on twitter lately” I respond truthfully.

“Well, as my best friend, I believe you deserve to know why I was depressed these past few days…” She says.

“What happened?” I ask worried. She explains to me about how she was pregnant and that she lost the babies. “I’m so sorry” I reply.

“It’s fine, it was for the best… i guess” She replies.

“So how is Daniel holding up?” I ask her.

“Um he was affected, he tries to stay strong in front of me, but I can sense he’s a little sad. I mean we both got used to the idea of being parents. We are getting through it together though” She explain. We talk for a little while longer before she has to go.

Kaya

After I hang up on Taylor, I make my way downstairs. I see Diggy on the couch asleep clearly uncomfortable, I begin to feel bad because I know I can be a handful, but he puts up with it. I sigh and go over to him and take a seat on the edge of the couch. I tap his shoulder and he slowly opens his eyes and looks at me.

“I can’t sleep in my own living room either?” He asks with an attitude clearly annoyed. His eyes are hard.

“No… I came to apologize, I was out of line because you were just telling the truth…” I admit. He looks at me with the same expression. I sigh and get up and start walking away.

Before I get far he calls out to me. “Wait” He says and I turn around on heels. “I accept your apology, this is the time when we need to stick together and get through this, not fight” He sighs. I smile to my self and walk over to him again. He sits up and makes room for me on the couch. “I can’t believe you kicked me out my own room” He chuckled.

“I didn’t think you would actually do it” I reply.

“Well I know how you women are and I didn’t want to argue with you” He responds. I look at him with a small smile and give him a quick peck, but he takes his hands and pulls my face back to his, kissing me passionately.

“I see y’all made up” Russy comes in. We pull away embarrassed. I elbow Diggy and he looks at me like ‘what?’, I nod my head over towards Russy and he catches on.

“Look man I’m sorry about yesterday” Diggy says and Russy looks at him.

“It’s fine” Russy says. Diggy shrugs then tries to lean back in to kiss me. I reject him and he looks at me like ‘what now?’ I motion towards Russy once again and he rolls his eyes.

“It wasn’t fine, I was out of line and I apologize” He tells him.

“Okay, apology excepted” Russy says. I smile towards Dig and give him a kiss on the cheek and get up to leave them to be brothers alone.

When I get into the kitchen no one is in there so I decide to make everyone breakfast.

When I’m done everyone decides to wake up and come into the kitchen. “Oh now y’all get up?” I laugh.

“Well I’m only up because I’m going back to LA, so I have a flight to catch” JoJo replies and grabs a plate.

“I smelt food” Miley says honestly.

“I’m sure you did, do you want me to make you a plate?” Diggy asks he picking her up.

“Yes, please” She laughs a bit. I smile at how Diggy handles her, he will be a great father one day. I begin to think about Savannah and Daniel.

“Can you guys excuse me for a sec” I say with my voice cracking and exit the kitchen.

Diggy

Everyone has worried facial expressions. “I’ll get her” I sigh and exit the kitchen.

I go up to my room, guessing that’s where she went and I was right. “Kaya…” I say.

“Sorry about that” She says wiping her tears trying to hide the fact that she was crying.

“It’s just me you don’t have to be strong” I whisper and go over to her.

What do you mean? I’m fine, I mean really let’s do-” She rambles but i cut her off.

“KAYA!” I say snapping her out of it.

“What? Let g-” I grab her arms aggressively making her shut up.

“It’s just me” I whisper into her ear and she collapses into my arms. “Everything reminds me of what could have been” She mumbles against my shirt.

“And it will be… Soon” I reply.

“Not soon enough” She continues to cry. I pick her up like a baby and carry her over to my bed. “I should have never left here, they would still be in my stomach if I didn’t” She says softly.

“You didn’t know that was going to happen, God has this in his hands” i speak to her soothingly.

“God must really hate me right now” She scoffs.

“Now you know that’s not true, he loves everyone” I remind her.

“Sure has a strange way of showing it” She says.

“This happened for a reason and whether you see it or not is on you but God won’t give you anything you can’t handle” I say and she just nods still clinging onto me.

“They died before they even had a chance to live…” She sighs. “But you’re right” She finishes. “Can I just be alone for a while?” She asks.

“Sure, call me if you need me” I say and peck her forehead and leave her.

I go back downstairs and everyone is finished eating. “I calmed her down… Now she wants to be alone” I sigh and take a seat.

“She’ll eventually get past it” My mom reassures me.

“Yeah just give her time to heal, and be there for her like you have been doing. And stop the fighting over unnecessary things” My dad tells me.

“Got it” I reply.

“Well, I better go my flight leave in about an hour, glad to hear Kaya is okay” Jojo says and gives everyone hugs and heads out the door.

We spend some family time together for a while and then Kaya eventually makes her way back downstairs. She comes in the room shyly. “Sorry about earlier” She apologizes.

“It’s fine sweetheart, I know how it is” My mom reassures her.

She comes over to me and takes a seat and I wrap my arm around her. “How did I get so lucky?” She asks. We all look at her confused waiting for her to elaborate. “Well i have an amazing boyfriend, with an amazing and understanding family” She explains.

“The question is how did I get so lucky to have a beautiful, talented and amazing girlfriend like you” I reply and she blushes so I kiss her cheek. My parents look at us in awe.

“Joey remember when were like that” My mom gushes. My dad gives her a look but replies. “Like I always say, happy wife, happy life, remember that Dig” My dad says and give Kaya and I a look.

“Oh no” I put my head in my hands. Kaya giggles.

No matter how embarrassing… I love my family.

2 months ago

Chapter 69

Kaya

It’s been 2 days and I’m still here a Diggy’s house. Nobody knows about the loss excpet for Diggy’s family… Not even my own. I haven’t eaten nor have left Diggy’s room.

“Kaya you have to leave this room” Diggy says coming out of the shower.

“No” I say and turn on my side. He sighs and begins to get dressed.

“Well just call if you need me” He kisses my cheek and leaves out the room.

I get a facetime request from Princeton and hit ignore. A few seconds later my rings from receiving a text.

“I know you did not just swerve my call”

I laugh and decide to call him back. “Hey beautiful” He says smiling into the camera.

“Hey” I say plainly. His smile drops.

“What’s wrong?” he asks.

“Nothing…”

“Come on Kaya, I know you now what happened?”

“Well, two days ago… I-” I start, but the tears stop me.

“Kaya what happened?” He asks again worried.

“I was in a car accident and both of my babies were killed” I choke out. He looks at me shocked.

“Kaya, I’m so sorry” He says softly.

“It’s okay… Their names were Savannah and Daniel” I say.

“That’s so cute”

“Yeah…”

“Did you tell anyone?” He asks me.

“Um only you and Dig’s family know” I reply.

“Well maybe it was best that the babies didn’t come I mean, how much stress would that have added? You know?” Princeton says.

“Y-“

“What babies?” Ray asks coming into Princes room. “Who you talkin to?” Ray asks.

“Nobody” Prince says and puts his phone down. I can’t see them anymore but I can still hear the.

“You were talking to nobody?” Ray asks.

“Yep” Prince says.

“Come one who was it?”

“Nobody” I come face to face with Ray. “See it’s nobody” Prince says trying to take the phone back.

“Kaya?” Ray says shocked.

“Hey Ray…” I say awkwardly.

“You were pregnant?” He asks.

“Yeah…” I say and Ray drops the phone and I hear Prince’s door slam.

“Um, I’ll call you back later” prince says.

“Okay, bye” I hang up and get right back under the covers. As soon as I get comfortable my mom calls me. “Hello?”

“Kaya, I heard the news, I am so sorry” My mom says in a sympathetic tone.

“No, you’re not” I fan her off with my tone of voice.

“Yes I am, of course I wasn’t happy that you were pregnant in the first place, but this is not what I hoped for”

“Whatever”

“Look… Kaya, I love you and I’m sorry about your loss okay? They will be forever in our hearts”

“Savannah and Daniel” I mumble.

“What?” My mom asks.

“Their names are Savannah and Daniel” I explain.

“Oh, I’ll have something waiting for you when you get home, and since I know you’re already going through a lot you aren’t in trouble anymore. Just… PLEASE be careful next time okay?”

“Okay, bye mom” I say.

“Bye sweetie” I decide to tweet.

@ShutUpKaya_: I haven’t left my spot… RIP S & D. I love you guys.

After the tweet is sent I decide to look through what my TL is saying. I start seeing people talk about me being pregnant “How did they know?” I whisper out loud. They were saying cruel things and it did not make this situation any better. I try to keep my self together, but I can’t so I send another tweet.

@ShutUpKaya_: All you guys saying mean things should know that my last tweet was about them… They died… Some of y’all have no hearts smh

I begin to read and everyone is apologizing then someone asks who the father was.

@ShutUpKaya_: @DiggysNo1 none of your business, that’s personal.

Then she replies.

@DiggysNo1: @ShutUpKaya_ so you’re ashamed haha. HOE.

@ShutUpKaya_: @DiggysNo1 I’m not ashamed I just think the world doesn’t need to know .

She doesn’t reply so I decide to creep on her page and see what else she got to say.

@DiggysNo1: Kaya is a hoe and we all know it was Diggy’s baby. I feel bad for Diggy, but Kaya deserved it she needs to stop hoeing around

@ShutUpKaya_: It’s funny how people try to break you at your weakest point…

Some of my fans stand up for me and smile.

@ShutUpKaya_: Thanks guys you always have my back #KayasKillas

I decide to follow some fans and then I was about to log off, but i saw Diggy’s tweet.

@diggy_simmons: Don’t be disrespectful, plain and simple.

I retweet his tweet and then lock my phone.

Diggy

I was tweeting some fans when I noticed people attacking Kaya and saying I was the father. It’s none of their business so I’m not going to say anything about that but I decide to tweet to get them off Kaya’s back.

“Time to get back to work” I sigh and put my head in my hands.

“It will come to you, give it time” My dad hands me a water.

“I know, but I feel like I’m letting my JetSetters down”

“You aren’t letting them down Dig, give your self time. If you push it out, it will not be as great as you want it to be. Trust me I know from experience” I nod my head taking in what it said. “How is Kaya?” He asks.

“The same, she hasn’t moved and to make it worse when she comes out her shell and decides to tweet people harass her” I say.

“I hope she’s okay”

“Me too, they found out about her being pregnant some how and assumed I am the father. We didn’t confirm anything, but she did say they died” I sigh.

“The media finds out everything as you can tell, but just do what you been doing, stay strong for Kaya”

“I’m trying but I have my moment when I want to break down too, but i can’t let her see me like that”

“Then why are you even down here, she comes first, your fans can wait” My dad says.

“You know what? You’re right. Thanks dad” I say and rush up to my room.

I see Kaya and she looks at me. “Thanks” She mumbles.

“No problem” I say and walk completely into my room. She gets up and runs over to me and wraps her arms around my torso.

“This is so hard” She mumbles into my shirt, I can feel it becoming moist signaling she is crying.

“We’re going to get through it, do you want me to tell Tune to postpone all your stuff so you can have a little bit longer to get your self together?”

“I don’t want to let my fans down… but yes please”

“Alright, give me your phone and go lay back down. Do you want me to make you some food?’

“Yes… Maybe some waffles” She says innocently.

“It’s lunch time” I chuckle.

“Anytime is waffle time” She says and hands me her phone and walks over to my bad. I shake my head at her.

“Okay, I’ll ask my mom to make you some waffles”

“Okay” She gets situated under the covers. I look at her one last time before looking for my mom. I finally find her in the office.

“Mom, do you mind making Kaya some waffles?” I ask.

“Not at all, it’s a good thing she feels that she can eat” She gets up and make her way to the kitchen. I say behind and decide to call Tune, this is going to be awkward considering I don’t talk with him unless Kaya is around.

“Kaya?” He asks.

“Hi Tune, this is Diggy, I’m using Kaya’s phone. She needs a little time to get her self together because a few days ago she lost two babies” I explain.

“Wait hold on… She was pregnant?” He asks.

“Yeah” I say.

“Man I knew y’all was fuckin but I didn’t know y’all were having a baby, well babies and I’m sorry to hear that. Tell her to take her time, but she needs get back on her feet as soon as possible” Tune says.

“I will let her know, thank you”

“No problem” I hang up and walk out to see my mom making Kaya’s food.

—

After Kaya eats, she goes and takes a shower and I decide to clean up my room a bit.

When she comes out she changes and comes over to me. “You’re the best” She says sweetly.

“I know” I say and she sucks her teeth.

“I’m playing babe” I say smiling.

“Yeah, whatever” She says and he phone starts ringing. She goes and looks to see who it is.

“Who is it?” I ask her.

“Chris” She replies with a smile and answers the phone.

“Hello… Yeah I’m in New Jersey… With Diggy… For real?… Aight bet I’ll text you the address” She hangs up the phone. “Chris is coming” She says and lays down.

“I’m proud of you” I tell her.

“For what?” She asks.

“For being strong” I smile.

“It’s hard, but I have to be” She half way smiles.

“You’re doing great” I say and go over to her and kiss her. When I pull away she just smiles and brings my face back to hers.

“I love you” She says against my lips.

“I love you too” I reply and peck her lip.

“Ewwww” Russy says coming in the room.

“Russy get out!” I yell irritated.

“I just came in to ask if you’ve seen my camera” He says.

“No, now get out” I say and back away from Kaya to lead him out.

“Alright, alright I’m leaving” He says. I close the door and lock it. When I go to where Kaya is she smacks me.

“Ow, what was that for” I say.

“You didn’t have to be mean” Kaya says.

“He was being annoying” i reply dryly.

“He was asking for his camera!!”

“Wait, are you really mad about this?” I say confused.

“I just don’t like how you treat your brother”

“You can not be serious…”

“I’m very serious” She gets off my bed and leaves out my room. We fight over the stupidest things it’s ridiculous. I’m not going after her this time.

Kaya

Dig was wrong for that, like he has no right to talk to Russy like that. I decide to go into Russy’s room. His door is already open, so I knock on it. “Come in” He says lowly.

“Hey, sorry about Diggy” I say.

“It’s okay, I’m used to it” Russy sighs.

“You shouldn’t be, he was wrong” I say and he shrugs. “What do you say, I help you find you camera and we film some things?” I ask.

“That would be cool, but aren’t you… you know recovering?” He ask.

“Yeah, but this will help” I smile at him.

“Okay, well come on then” He says and gets up.

“Where was the last place you saw it?” I ask.

“Umm…. THE THEATRE” He says and we walk there and it’s sitting right where he left it.

“You want to start recording?” He asks.

“Yeah, what do you want me to do?” I ask him.

“Well how about, we do a interview or something?” He asks.

“Sure let’s do it” I say. He sets the camera up and starts recording, then he takes a seat next to me.

We do a short little interview he asks me random funny questions and I answer all of them. By the end we end up laughing for like 5 minutes straight. “Where did you get those questions from?!” I continue to laugh.

“I don’t know” He laughs also. “Thanks for doing this with me” He says once we finish laughing.

“No problem, I had fun and you helped my mind from focusing on what I need to move away from” I smile. “So thank you” I hug him and we go to the door and see Dig standing there.

“Ka-” I bump past him and make my way upstairs, I hear him sigh. The door bell rings and I go answer it and it’s Chris.

“Chris!!!!” I yell and run into his arms.

“Hey YaYa” He says hugging me.

“YaYa?” I ask.

“Yeah it’s cute” he laughs and I roll my eyes.

“Come in” I say making way for him. He goes straight to the kitchen to greet Rev and Justine, he give JoJo and Russy dap and gives Miley a hug.

“Where is Diggy?” He asks. I shrug.

“Kaya his mad at him” Russy snitches.

“RUSSY!” I yell.

“Sorry” He says.

“What did he do?” Justine asks.

“Mom it’s nothing” I say.

“Well it must be something i-” Chris starts but I cut him off.

“Chris SHUT UP!” I say. Diggy walks in and I roll my eyes. He give Chris daps.

“Why is YaYa made at you?” Chris asks.

“I don’t understand it my self…” Diggy says.

“Women.” Chris, Diggy, Jojo and Rev say at the same time.

“Excuse me?” Justin and I say.

“Y’all just have issues” Jojo says.

“Too many problems for me to deal with” Diggy says.

“Well I guess you won’t have to be worrying about my “problems” because you will be sleeping on the couch” I say. Russy, JoJo and Chris Laugh. Diggy looks unamused.

“Anyways, Chris come on” I lead him out the kitchen on the patio.

“I meant to ask you, your mom said some things were happening and it’s best if you told me… what’s up?” Chris asks.

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about” I say and he nods. “Well it turns out I was pregnant and a few days ago, I was in an accident and we lost the babies” I explain. He looks shocked. “Yeah..” I say awkwardly.

“I’m so sorry” He says.

“It’s fine I’m getting over it, but the media found out about the whole thing…”

“and people started bothering you on twitter” Chris finishes.

“Yes” I sigh.

“Figures” Chris says.

“I’m okay though, this is the first time I got out of bed and talked with people, so I’m staying strong”

“I’m glad to here that YaYa and that was what your tweet was about? The RIP S and D one?” He asks.

“yeah Savannah and Daniel” I answer. He nods and gives me a hug.

“Well let’s go back inside it’s getting cold out here” Chris says and I nod. We both go back inside.

“You told him?” Justine asks.

“Yes” I reply.

“Good, we’re just glad you’re talking and out of the room. You never did answer our questions though, why are you mad at Daniel?” She asks.

“Well Russy came in his room to ask about his camera and I didn’t like how he treated him” I say.

“You know Dig has a um…”

“PMS personality? Yeah I’ve noticed” I reply. Justine laughs.

“I guess you could say that” She laughs a bit. ”I’m going to start on dinner, any requests?” She asks.

“Doesn’t matter to me, I’ll come down and help you out” I say. She smiles and goes back into the kitchen. I lead Chris upstairs to Diggy’s room and leave with out even acknowledging his presence.

—

After Justine and I finish making dinner everyone comes downstairs and begins to eat.

When we are finished we say good-bye to Chris and I make my way upstairs. When I get to Diggy’s room, I change into my pajamas. Dig goes downstairs like he was told and I decide to tweet.

@ShutUpKaya_: Staying strong…

2 months ago

Chapter 68 (Part 2)

Diggy

So far we have been sitting in the waiting room for 5 hours. No word from the doctor or anything, all we know is it doesn’t look good for the baby. Here is just my parents, Jaden and I. My mom called Kaya’s mom to let her know what happened and she’s worried sick.

“Dig eat something” My mom says.

“I’m not hungry” I sigh.

“You out here starving isn’t going to help anything” My mom hands me the chickfla she got me about 2 hours ago. I give up and eat some of it.

“You feel better?” My mom say rubbing my shoulder.

“No” I say lowly and put my head in my hands. “This is all my fault”

“No it’s not” My dad steps in.

“Yes it is if I wouldn’t have made her mad, she wouldn’t have left” I say.

“God has his ways, he’s in control” My mom whispers. I look over at Jaden, he looks a little shook too. I should talk to him, for Kaya’s sake. I get up and walk over to him.

“We started off on the wrong foot, I’m Diggy” I stick my hand out.

“Jaden” He says and shakes it. We both sigh.”I just hope she’s okay” He let’s out an uneven breath.

“Me too man, me too” I reply. We sit in silence and then doctors comes over about 30 minutes later.

“Here for Kaya Brown?” He says and I shoot up and walk right over to him.

“How is she?” I ask and bite my lip.

“She’s fine, but not so much the babies…” He starts.

“Babies? As in two?” I ask.

“Well fetus to be exact considering she was about 8 weeks, we went in to remove it and the other fetus was affected so we had to remove both. Since it’s so early in the pregnancy neither survived. Sorry for you loss” The doctor says. I freeze not able to say anything.

“Come on Daniel let’s go see Kaya” My mom says and grabs my shoulder. I don’t move what so ever. The tears fall before I can even stop them, my mom pulls me into a hug and I don’t even worry about who is watching. “Come on sweetie” She says and walks me to Kaya’s room. When we get there she is sleeping peacefully.

I go over and touch her face. “I love you” I whisper and take a seat and put my head in my hands.

The whole room was silent. “Dig, it was for the best” My dad reassures me. I look at him like he’s crazy.

“For the best? What do you mean for the best?!?! I lost TWO not one but TWO of my children. How dare you?!” Everything flows out with no sensor. I ball my fists to to the point where they turn white.

“Dig calm down” my mom says.

“Don’t tell me to calm down! I can’t calm down” I rush out the room ignoring them calling my name.

Kaya

I can hear what’s going, but I can’t open my eyes. All I can hear is Diggy yelling and people telling him to calm down. The door slams and finally open my eyes. “Dig?” I ask.

“He um left… He’s upset” Justine says.

“Why?” I ask confused.

“You, remember how you were bleeding?”

“Yeah…”

“Well it’s because on impact one of the babies were hit and when removing that one, they had to remove the other” She breaks the news to me.

“I was having twins?” I ask as the tears stream down, but try to smile.

“Yes” She says. Diggy comes back and see’s me crying. He practically runs over to me and pulls me into his arms.

“I shouldn’t have left” i say through the tears.

“No, I shouldn’t have said what I said”

“I over reacted” I can feel his tears.

“We’re going to leave you two alone” Rev says and he leaves.

“Baby, we have to be strong” Diggy whispers against my neck.

“I can’t” I get out in between tears.

“We have to be, it’s not going to be easy, but we have to move on” He says softly. I break away from the hug and look at the tears in his eyes. I kiss him.

“I love you” I say.

“I love you too” He hugs me once again and we sit in this position for about an hour. “You ready to go?” He sniffles.

“Yeah, where is Jaden?” I ask.

“Well, when we got the news he stayed out front to give us sometime, but ended up having to leave. He said just give him a call we you’re ready to talk to someone” He replies.

“You didn’t kill him?” I say in a fake shocked voice, which lightens the mood and he laughs.

“No, he’s a cool dude and like you said he is only a friend” He says.

“Thanks for understanding” I hug him once again.

“Come on” He lifts me up out of the hospital bed and carries me.

“Dig I’m not handicap” I giggle.

“And?” He questions.

“Nevermind” I shut up and enjoy the ride. When we get out to the waiting room, i see Rev and Justine. “Put me down” I say and he does. I greet Rev and Justine.

“We’ll talk at the house” Justine whispers, i nod.

—

When we arrive at Diggy’s house I go straight to the office and wait on Justine. She comes in and looks at me with sympathetic eyes.

“I know exactly how you feel right now, alone, regretfully, sad, angry all in one” She says and I nod. “It may not seem like it now, but it gets better. It took me a really long time to get over Victoria’s death, but I did and look at me today. Just know you’re not alone you have Dig, me, Rev and most importantly your parents”

“Thank mom” I say and hug her.

“No problem sweetie”

“Their names are Savannah Justine and Daniel Dwayne Simmons the 4th” I say and she smiles.

“That’s beautiful” She says and I hug her once more crying silent tears…

RIP Savannah and Daniel

2 months ago

Chapter 68 (Part 1)

Diggy

I stare at the text debating on whether to reply or not…

“Babe?” Kaya questions when she sees me. I don’t reply. “Are you looking through my phone?” She asks.

“Nah you got a text from somebody named Jaden” I say keeping my cool.

“Oh for real, what did he say?” She says now interested in what I’m saying.

“He said you he likes how you’re in NY but don’t hit up nobody” She laughs.

“Of course” She rolls her eyes. “Can you tell him that I’ve been busy and I will talk to him when I can?” She asks me.

“Who is he though?” I ask not keeping my cool anymore.

“Whoa where did that come from, chill out I met him last time I was here” She explains. “… He is just a friend”

“Yeah, I haven’t heard that before” I scoff. She drops her mouth shocked and then gets out of bed and walks out. Damn maybe I should have kept that to my self.

“Mood swings?” My dad asks entering the room.

“Kinda…” I trail off.

“What did you say? You know pregnant women are overly sensitive”

“So I’ve noticed…”

“What happened though?”

“Dad, please”

“I was just trying to help” He puts his hands up in defense.

“Thanks, but I got this one… I hope” I say the last part so only I can here. My dad gets the hint and leaves out my room.

Kaya

I left Diggy alone to sink in his own stupidity. Like how could he say that? And it didn’t help that I was feeling extra horny right now, stupid pregnancy. I mentally curse my self out and make my way downstairs. No one is down here so I just go into the fridge and grab some yogurt.

I sit down at the table. As I’m eating I feel arms wrap around my waist and I feel him kissing on my neck. I push him off me and try to finish eating. He doesn’t give up and once again wraps his arms around me. “Stop!” I say annoyed.

“Look I’m sorry okay, I shouldn’t have said that” He apologizes, but he’s not off the hook.

“You’re right you shouldn’t have” I get up and throw away my empty yogurt container.

“Kaya…”

“What?!?”

“Please?” He asks with a cute puppy dog face. I turn around and go into his room to get my phone then leave out. I hear him sigh. I just shrug and go downstairs once again. I decide to call Jaden.

“You finally get back to me hours later, I see how it is” Jaden chuckles.

“Sorry Jaden, but I miss you though” I say.

“I’m sure you do, you want to do something today?” he asks.

“Actually, yeah I do”

“Your boyfriend gonna be okay with it?” I can feel him smirking through the phone.

“What Diggy doesn’t know won’t hurt him” I say nonchalant.

“Alright ma, give me the address and I will come pick you up” He says.

“Okay see you in a bit” I reply and hang up.

I make my way upstairs and I see Diggy, I roll my eyes at sight of his face. I gather my things and go into the bathroom.

When I’m finished I come out and put my hair up in a bun. “Where you going? And why is Jaden calling you ‘baby girl’” He asks holding up my phone showing a text that Jaden sent me.

“Out and none of your business” I reply and grab my phone. Before I can exit Diggy spins me around.

“You ain’t going no where with out me” He says over protectively. I laugh in his face.

“You should know by now that I don’t like being controlled, so watch me” I say with a smirk and get out of his grip.

When I get down stairs, I see Jaden outside. I get in his car and he pulls off. “You didn’t tell me you were at your boyfriend’s house though” Jaden says.

“Sorry slipped my mind” I say innocently.

“Mhm I know y’all got into it before you left” He says.

“Yeah and he saw your text calling me ‘baby girl’ and got mad” I roll my eyes.

“My bad shawd” He says.

“Nah you good, I need to piss him off anyways he made me mad today”

“Trouble in paradise huh?” Jaden asks.

“Oh please, our relationship is anything but that” I scoff. He nods understandingly.

“So where are we going?” I ask changing the subject.

“Nothing special, just out to eat” He says.

“Okay” I reply. My phone starts ringing and it’s Diggy, I quickly hit ignore. He calls several more times through out the ride, I don’t even check to see who it is because I know it’s him.

“Okay so what exactly did he do because you are swerving him with out a problem?” Jaden asks and turns off the car since we arrived at the restaurant.

“To be honest he in directly called me a hoe, I know it may seem like I’m over reacting but my pregnancy h- wait I wasn’t supposed to say that. SHIT!” I mentally curse my self out.

“Hold on bring it back, you’re pregnant?!” He asks.

“Yeah…” I reply lowly.

“Wow” He says.

“I know, i guess it was expected because I’m such a hoe right? I mean that’s what all the blogs are calling me and I guess I just proved their point” I say letting the streams falls.

“Kaya you’re not a hoe because you’re pregnant” He says calmly.

“That’s what everyone else seems to think I am now, imagine what they will think when they find out I’m… Pregnant”

“Who gives a fuck about what they think, certainly not the Kaya that i’ve come to know and love”

“It’s just hard” I say not even bothering to stop the tears.

“Come here” He whispers. I crawl over to him and he wraps his arms around me. “You’re not a hoe, you are a beautiful and talented young lady and don’t forget it” I nod not answering. He wipes my tears.

“Sorry about your shirt” I half way smile.

“Fuck this shirt” He replies. Deja vu

Flash back

“Fuck this shirt” He said causing me to smile. He pecked my lips and then wiped all my tears not messing up my make up.

“You’re the best” I whispered and and kissed him again not letting go. He smiled into the kiss and so did I.

“You ready to go back out there?” He asked me and I nodded and we left.

I lay down and Twist starts to try to kiss me.

“Stop” I say.

“No” He replies then starts kissing on my neck.

“Twist stop!” I yell and he just ignores me then starts tugging on my pants. “Stop you’re drunk!”

“No I’m not… I want you baby” He says then tugs on my pants more and I slap him.

“What the fuck was that for?!” He yells with rage in his eyes at this point I am scared but don’t show it. Then he slaps me hard.

End of Flashback

“Twist STOP!” I scream as the tears stream.

“Kaya it’s me Jaden” He says and a calming voice bringing me back to reality.

“Oh my God” i cover my mouth. “Jaden I’m so sorry” I say sadly.

“It’s okay, why were you calling me Twist?” He asks.

“Um” I bite my lip.

“You can tell me” He urges me on.

“Okay, but I’m can we leave here, I’m not hungry anymore” i admit.

“Alright” He says and starts the car back. I explain to him the whole situation between Twist and I and talk about how hard it is to talk to him.

“So when I said what I said, it reminded you of the Twist situation?” He asks to clarify.

“Yeah like we were in that exact situation, Diggy had made me cry and he was there and now you are here” I say.

“Oh, I’m sorry” He says.

“No you didn’t know it’s fine” I say. I look at the road and see a car coming right for us. “JADEN LOOK OUT!” I yell.

“OH SHIT” He yells and tries to swerve but it was too late. A car hit us head on and the air bag inflated as glass flew everywhere. “You alright?’ Jaden asks.

“Uh yeah” I say and push the air bag out of my face and sit up straight.

“Oh shit, you’re head” He points out. I press my hand to it.

“Fuck” I mumble.

“Let’s get out of here and check on the other driver” He suggests. I nod and we both get out.

As Jaden goes to check on the other driver I call an ambulance. When I get finished with the ambulance, I have no other choice but to call Diggy… So I dial his number and he answers on the first ring.

“So now you decide to call me back huh? Wh-” I’m not here for this.

“Dig, we’ve been in an accident, can you tell your parents to come pick us up?” I say cutting him off.

“You’ve been in a what?!?” Diggy asks shocked.

“An accident, please come we are are by the shopping center close to your house” I beg.

“Alright, I’m on my way” He says and hangs up.

“He’s unconscious!” Jaden yells over.

“You checked his pulse?” I ask.

“Yeah”

“Alright, we have to wait for the-” We hear sirens. “Never mind” I say.

“Kaya you’re bleeding” He says with wide eyes.

“Yes, we addressed this earlier” I say in a duh tone.

“No Kaya, I mean you’re BLEEDING look at your pant” He says and I look down to see a big blood spot and some running down my legs. Before I can react, one the paramedics come over and set me down on the gurney.

“Stitch up her forehead and get her to the hospital!” He says with a tone of worry in his voice. I am rushed into the back and strapped down. The ambulance quickly pulls off.

Diggy

We practically rush out the house to get to where Kaya is. When we get there the ambulance pulls off. I look over to see who I’m guessing is Jaden, he just finished talking to the police. I rush over there before the car can even come to a complete stop. I want to beat the crap out of him right now, but I try to some what keep cool. “Where the hell is Kaya?!” I yell.

He looks confused then gets a good look at me. “Oh you’re her boyfriend, I’m her friend Jaden” He says sticking his hand out.

“Yes I’m her boyfriend, now where the hell is she?” I ask once again not even sticking out my hand.

“She was taken to the hospital um the paramedics believe her stomach was hit on impact, causing her to bleed through her you know… And I told them she was pregnant, so they are just worried how the baby is affected. But Kaya is fine” He explains.

Everything sets in, I but my head in my hands, thinking of the worst possible scenarios. “Dig, what’s wrong?” My dad comes over.

“Can you just take me to the hospital… Please?” I ask not really in an explaining mood. He nods and we go back inside the car and make our way to the hospital.

2 months ago

Chapter 67

Princeton

I have not heard from Kaya for the past few days, which is odd considering we talk almost everyday. You know what? I’m doing to call her.

I dial her number and she picks up the phone on the first ring. “Hold on Prince, DIGGY WHERE IS MY APPLESAUCE!” She practically yells into my ear.

“Well there goes my hearing” I say sarcastically. She laughs.

“My bad” She replies.

“What’s up with you? You haven’t called me” I ask some what hurt.

“I know Prince, I’m sorry… Some stuff has happened..” She explains.

“What do you mean?” I ask.

“Here is your applesauce” I hear Diggy’s voice in the background.

“Thanks babe” She tells him.

“Call me if you need me though, Russy, Spin, my dad and I are going to play some basketball”

“Where is your mom?”

“She wen’t to go get some food for you and the baby”

“Okay” She tells him. “Sorry about that” She says.

“Nah it’s cool, but Diggy got another little sister?” I ask confused on which baby they were talking about.

“Well not exactly…” She says nervously.

“Then what?” I ask still confused.

“I’m pregnant” She let’s out a breathe.

“You’re pregnant?!” I practically yell.

“SHHHHH! Prince the whole world doesn’t need to know!” She yells at me.

“Sorry, sorry, I’m just a bit shocked that’s all…”

“So were we, but PLEASE don’t tell Ray” She practically begs.

“I won’t” I sigh.

“Thanks!” She replies happily.

“He’s going to find out eventually” I point out.

“I know… I just want to be the one to tell him, but honestly it’s none of his business…” She trails off.

“I’m not even going to get in this, do you” I respond. “So how long have you been pregnant?” I ask.

“Umm about two months” She answers.

“Wow, I did not see this coming” I say letting it settle in. I’m not gonna yell at her or anything, no doubt I am not happy that my friend got pregnant at a young age. But I have to be there for her even if it means going against Ray.

“I mean I was shocked too, but most of all scared of my parents reaction”

“You told them?”

“Yeah… They didn’t take it too well. After this week trip is over with Diggy, I’m grounded. I just want to keep my dad from killing Diggy” She chuckles, but you can sense she was serious.

“Well if you were my daughter, Diggy would be dead already” I reply.

“That’s what Rev said” She laughs.

“Why would Dig be dead?” Roc asks coming in my room.

“Uh..” I say not sure what to say.

“It’s okay… You can tell him, but no one else” Kaya says.

“Alright” I tell Roc what’s going on, he looks shocked.

“Well congrats” He says cheerfully. “Have you thought of any baby names?”

“Umm yeah, since I really want a girl I came up with the name Savannah” she says.

“That’s cute” Roc and I say at the same time.

“Thanks” She says happily. “But Diggy’s mom just got back, I will call you guys later” SHe hangs up.

“Wow Roc says… Is it sad to say, i’m not surprised?” Roc asks.

“No not really because neither am I” I reply.

“Not surprised at what?” Ray asks coming in my room.

“Nothing” We reply suspiciously. He eyes us, but let’s it go.

“Okay…” He replies.

Kaya

When Ms. Justine comes into the kitchen, she greets me with a smile. “Hey sweetie, how was your sleep?” She asks me.

“It was good, but when I woke up my mood swings were out of control” I say. She laughs.

“Been there, done that” She smiles at me. I love how Diggy’s parents are so accepting. I mean, I know they are disappointed, but they don’t hate me or anything… They are so genuine, I wish my parents were that way.

“Ms. Jus-“

“Call me mom… You have every right to” She smiles.

“Okay mom, I wanted to thank you for being so excepting, I mean I know you guys are disappointed, but you guys accepted it” I tell her.

“No problem sweetie” She says and give me a hug. “How about we put the food away and have a girls day out. what do you say?” She asks me.

“I’d like that” I smile. We begin to put the food away.

Diggy

“So, y’all are serious? Kaya is pregnant?” Spin asks to clarify. I nod. “Well congrats man, you’re going to be a great father”

“I hope so…” I say and take a shot. My dad chases after the ball.

“No worries Dig, you’re going to do just great” My dad encourages me.

“I just want to be the best I can be, you know. i want him/ her to have a father and I want to be their in their life and love them” I tell them truthfully.

“And you will Dig, don’t stress about it” Spin takes a shot.

“Yeah Dig don’t stress” Russy says and tries to steal the ball.

We play for a while longer and stop when we see Kaya comes down. “Hey babe what’s up?” I ask and walk over to her.

“Well mom and I are going out and I wanted to let you know before we left” She smiles innocently.

“Okay I will see you when I get back” I kiss her.

“Eww Dig you’re sweaty” She says and pushes me off.

“Rejected” Russy fake coughs. My dad and Spin laugh.

“Haha very funny guys” I say sarcastically.

“Bye” Waves and leaves

“Y’all are so cute, I swear” Russy says fake crying.

“Since when were you the comedian” I say and throw the ball at him. He catches it.

“When. You. Became. The. Rapper” He dribbles on every word and runs to take a shot and makes it. “OHHHH” He sices him self. We roll our eyes and continue to play.

—-

When Kaya and my mom comes back everyone has showered and we’re just chillin in the sitting area, watching the game.

“We’re back!” my mom says entering the room.

“Welcome back” We say into the game.

“Let me get this straight, y’all play basket ball, shower and then watch it?” Kaya asks.

“Yep” We all reply.

“Who is playing?” She asks us.

“Knicks and Heat” My dad replies.

“Well in that case” She runs over to us and plops on my lap.

“So I see we got us a Knicks fan huh?” My dad says.

“Of course!” Kaya says non taking her eyes off the screen. “Lebron better not pull nothing this game I am not here for it!” Kaya says mad.

“Thank you!” Spin says.

“I will go over there and personally beat his a- beat his butt, think I’m playing” She says seriously. We all laugh at her and she rolls her eyes then quickly focuses back on the game.

At the end of the game Kaya and Spin started celebrating because the knicks won. They both go on their phones and start bragging to their followers. Kaya is smiling so hard into her phone, I decide to take a picture of her because it is so cute.

“Did you just take a picture of me?” She says taking her attention away from her phone and looking at me oddly.

“Maybe…” I say.

“Fuckin weird” She says only for me to hear and goes back to her phone. I go over to her and wrap my arms around her waist .

“You’re beautiful” I say against her neck. I look around and notice everyone had left, I shrug and focus on Kaya. “I think they get the point” I say taking her phone away from her.

“No stop!!” She says reaching for her phone and I hold it higher. She starts jumping and fails to get it. I laugh at her and she crosses her arms. “Give me my phone ass hole” She says annoyed.

“Give me a kiss first” I tell her.

“Fine come here” She whispers sexily moving her finger. I lean down to her and she snatches the phone and runs away.

“Haha” I laugh sarcastically. “You got me”

“Know I got you all through the pain and I got you and that’ll never change. No” She sings.

“You never cry when your with me, but don’t worry cause you got me now, you got me now. Ohhh” I sing and take the phone again.

“Ewww please don’t sing” She laughs.

“I’m hurt” I place a hand over my heart.

“babe, I love you, but uhh you can’t sing” She laughs.

“Oh really now?”

“Yes” She giggles.

“Well since I can’t sing, you’re not getting your phone back” I smirk.

“Hey, don’t blame me for you lack of talent” She laughs.

“Haha very funny” I walk away with he phone.

“Baaaaabe give me my phone” She whines.

“Then say I can sing and give me my kiss”

“Okay fine, you can kinda sing” She kisses my cheek and takes her phone.

“I’ll get you later for that”

“Yeah, we’ll see about that, but I’m tired so I’m going to lay in your bed” She says and goes up stairs.

A little bit later I go up to check on her and she’s knocked out, but I see her phone rings and it’s from someone named Jaden I read it.

“I like how you’re in New York and don’t hit up nobody…”

He used heart eyes and kissy face emojis… who the hell?

2 months ago

Chapter 66

Kaya

“Mom, dad…” Diggy starts.

“I am VERY disappointed in you two” Justine says.

“Hold that thought” I say and run in to the bathroom. I start to throw up. Diggy comes in and holds my hair for me. “Thanks” I say in between puking.

“Don’t mention it” Diggy says and continues to hold my hair. When I finish I gets off my knees and brush my teeth. “Now to face my parents…” Diggy says and I nod.

We exit the bathroom and enter Diggy’s room. Rev and Justine are siting on the couch, with un readable faces, but you can tell they are upset.

“How far along are you?” Justine asks. I try to talk, but nothing comes out. “Kaya, tell her” Dig whispers in my ear. This isn’t easy for me at all, I have to face the people who are like a second set of parents to me and they are not the least bit happy.

“I’m about 2 months” I finally get out. They don’t say anything, I just look down.

“You just found out?” Rev asks. I nod and Rev sighs. “I’m sure you guys can tell are not happy with you at all” Rev states.

“We know” Dig and I say.

“But what’s done it done, we can’t go back in time…” Rev sighs.

“You guys have everything going for you, your careers, you guys are in love EVERYTHING, but you now have a baby to worry about” Justine tells us. Neither of us reply. Justine sighs “Kaya meet me downstairs in the morning, I need to talk to you” She says and they both exit the room. I look at Diggy terrified.

“She’s not gonna kill you, she probably just want to talk mother to mother” Dig says.

“I hate seeing them so upset with us” I sigh sadly.

“I’ve never seen them so upset with me before” Diggy replies.

“We’re gonna get through this” I say getting into his grip.

“Yeah… We are” Diggy says and kisses my forehead.

“I love you” I tell him.

“I love you more”

“Shut up that’s not even possible” I laugh.

“Let’s get out of these clothes” Dig says.

“Isn’t that what got us here in the first place?” I ask and laugh.

“That’s not what I meant” Diggy lets out a chuckle.

We change into our bed clothes and snuggle under the covers. I fall asleep in his arms.

—

I wake up and of course have to throw up. Dig comes in behind me once again to hold my hair. “I hate this” I whine as I stand up. Then I brush my teeth and pout in the mirror.

“Babe don’t pout” Dig says as he wraps his arms around me.

“I look so fat” I whine.

“You’re not fat, its the pregnancy” Dig corrects me.

“But I’m gonna be huge”

“N-” Dig started but someone knocked on the door. Dig opened it and it was Jojo. “What’s up man?” Dig asks.

“My bad y’all go ahead I’ll come back” Jojo says about to leave.

“Nah you cool, we bout to get out” Diggy says and leads me out.

“Well I better go talk to your mom” I trail off.

“Don’t worry you’ll be fine” Diggy says. I nod and make my down stairs.

Here goes nothing…

Diggy

When Kaya went off down stairs, I just went back to my room. I lay down thinking about how everything is happening so fast. I can’t get over the fact that I’m going to be a dad…

“What’s up with mom and dad?” JoJo comes in my room.

“What do you mean?” I ask.

“Well usually when I’m home, they are happy to see me. I see them now and they look … off” JoJo explains,

“Well las-” I start, but Russy walks in. I sigh.

“Wait what I do?” Russy asks.

“Nothing man” I say.

“Continue with what you were saying” JoJo says.

“Okay well we found out last night that Kaya is pregnant…” I tell them.

“Okay now, what REALLY happened?” JoJo laughs a bit.

“That’s it” I say.

“Well..” He says awkwardly after getting the hint that I was serious.

“You ready to be a dad?” Russy asks.

“Not really, but I have no choice but to be ready. I have 7 months before my baby is here…” I trail off.

“Are you sure it’s yours?” JoJo asks me.

“What you mean, am I sure it’s mine?” I ask offended.

“I’m just saying I’ve been hearing stories about your girl…” He says.

“And?”

“Well their words not mine, she a little hoe going from guy to guy, but I know you wouldn’t give her your virginity if you didn’t care about her. I’m just saying though…” Jojo said.

“Yes it’s mine, I’m the only person she has had sex with!” I practically yell.

“Okat this is very awkward…” Russy says.

“Look all I’m saying is make sure it’s yours because she could be… In the words of Chris: in it for the fame” Jojo says.

“I know it’s mine and that’s final” I scoff.

“Alright then. Congrats” Jojo say, gives me dap and leave out.

“Yeah congrats” Russy says and does the same. I sigh and lay back on my bed. What have I gotten my self in to?

Kaya

I see Justine siting on the couch and nervousness takes over once again.

“Have a seat sweetheart” I gulp hard as I take my seat next to her. “Have you told your mother?” She asks getting straight to the point.

“No… I’m terrified” I respond honestly. She sighs.

“You’re going to have to tell her eventually…. Tell you what, if you call her right now and I’m here she maybe will go easier on you”

“It’s worth a shot” I nod and pull out my phone. As I dial my mom’s number my nerves are at their all time, my stomach dropped when she spoke.

“Hey Kaya, how is your week with Diggy going?” She asks.

“Um it’s going great, but I have something to tell you…” I say.

“What’s wrong sweetheart?” My mom asks concerned. If she only knew she was going to be the one killing me.

“Just talk to Ms. Justine” I say.

“Okay?” My mom says confused.

“Hi, sorry to bother you” Justine says.

“No it’s no bother, I just need to know what’s going on” My mom says.

“Is Kaya okay?” I hear my dad in the back ground.

“Let me put the phone on speaker” My mom says.

“Oh no” I mumble, because my dad will kill Diggy.

“Well allow me to introduce my self, I’m Justine, Diggy’s mother” She says sweetly.

“I’m David”

“And I’m Taylor, sorry to rush, but can you tell me what’s going on?” My mom asks.

“Well we found out some rather disappointing news last night about your daughter and my son” Justine says.

“What do you mean?” My mom asks curious.

“It turns out that she is 2 months pregnant” Justine says.

“She’s what?” My mom asked to clarify. I can hear my dad going off in the background. “I will call you guys right back” She hangs up to probably calm my dad down. I put my head down and Justine squeezes my hand.

“They are upset now, but they will still be there for you” She reassures me, I smile at her weakly and we wait for my mom to call back.

Not too much later she does, “okay we discussed things… He went off somewhere to cool off, but first off we are very disappointed in you. I mean you’re young, why are you even thinking about sex. I know you and Dig love each other but you did the action and you’re stuck with the consequences, which is a baby. And don’t you dare even think about getting an abortion because it’s not happening. You’re lucky I don’t put you out the house as a disgrace to our family. I mean you have EVERYTHING you could possibly want, you are a signed artist for crying out loud. We thought we did right in raising you, but you reflect us poorly. How do you think this makes us look, huh? We look online and your face talking about you’re with some new guy, we tried to ignore it because we know the media lies, but you have given us every reason to believe it is true…” As the harsh words are flying out her mouth tears stream down my face Justine is there for me but it’s not enough. “… And if you think I’m being harsh now just WAIT until you come home, you will do your music, school work, eat and sleep. No phone, electronics, parties, friends over NOTHING. You’re grounded and the only reason why you can still do music is because it’s your job, but don’t you think for a second that that is a way for you to get out of your punishment. You will go to the studio and back THAT’S IT! If you disobey these rules the consequences will be even worse, and yes an ass beating is waiting for you when you get home. The only reason why you are not on the first flight back is because there are none available and yes we did check! KAYA DO YOU HEAR ME!”

“Yes” I say as the tear flow out my eyes.

“Yes what?” She asks.

“Yes ma’am” I say.

“Okay I will see you when you get home” My mom says and I don’t even ask for the phone back I just run upstairs. I hear my mom and Justine talking but honestly I don’t even want to listen.

I make it to Diggy’s room and as soon as he see’s me he rushes over. “What happened?” He asks me concerned.

“My mom” Is all I get out and cry my eyes out into his chest. He walks over to the bed and I lay on his lap.

“We’re going to get through it, I’m not going anywhere” He whispers and rubs my hair.

Diggy

I comfort Kaya and she falls asleep.

“Dig can I talk to you for a minute?” My dad holds up his keys. Singling we were going for a ride. I nod my head and get up to tuck Kaya in. Once she’s comfortable, I kiss her cheek.

I meet my dad in his Lamborghini and he takes off. “So Dig, we are going to have a man to man talk” he starts. I just nod and look at the road ahead. “I’m not going to chew you out for having sex because that was your decision, but now you have a baby on the way…” My dad says. “Now as you know that’s a lot of responsibility that I know you can handle, but the question is can you balance it with your school work and career”

“Well I have no choice so I’m going to just do and be the best dad that I can be” I reply honestly.

“You nervous?” He asks.

“That’s an understatement” I say and we both share a laugh.

“Ah well Dig you’re a man and even though this was not planned, this will be your first child and that moment after he or she is born and you hold him or her in your arms…” He pauses. “It’s a moment you will never forget” He finishes.

We switch into our normal conversation and make our way back to the house. When we get back I got to my room and see Kaya is still sleep.

I make my way back downstairs to see Russy, JoJo, my dad and my mom. I take a seat and they all look at me. I look at them oddly because this is just plain awkward…

“Where’s Kaya?” My mom asks.

“She’s still sleeping” I reply. My mom nods understandingly. “I’m going to go pick up some foods that she can eat for the health of the baby” My mom says grabbing her purse and heading out the door.

“I can’t believe, I’m going to be a dad” I say above a whisper.

“So do you want a boy or a girl?” Russy asks me.

“A girl” I reply with out hesitation.

“But it won’t matter” My dad adds.

“Yeah it won’t, either way it’s my child” I reply.

“Have you thought of any names?” Jojo asks.

“Nah, I want to do that with Kaya” As soon as I say that she comes down stairs rubbing her eyes. “Speaking of the devil” I say.

“Shut up” She glares at me.

“I’m just playing babe, come here” I chuckle and open my arms to her. She walks over to me and lays on my shoulder.

“So Kaya, have you thought of baby names?” Jojo asks her.

“Well I just found out last night so not really, but when I was younger I always wanted to name my child Savannah” She replies.

“That’s pretty” My dad compliments.

“Thanks” She smiles a bit.

“You want to tell me what happened earlier?” I ask her.

“Yeah, I guess” She explained everything and even did some reenacting of what happened. “So basically I won’t be able to talk to you until who knows when…”She says sadly.

“I’m sure Dig is an exception since he is the father” jojo says.

“Yeah that’s all another reason why not for my dad” She replies. Jojo makes the ‘oh’ face and shuts up.

“I’m sure your parents will let you and Dig see each other again eventually, like Jojo said he is the father, but if we switched roles and you were my daughter… Diggy would have been dead by now”

“Hey!” Dig says.

“Well it’s true, okay daddy Diggy I’m gonna give you the scenario to understand what we mean. Say you do have a daughter and by the age of 16 she is pregnant by a rapper” Rev says.

“Yeah he would be de- ohhh” Diggy says.

“I rest my case” Rev replies.

“Well since that’s the case… let’s enjoy this weekend together since it’s all we have for now” Dig says.

“Well its not much I can do because I’m fat” Kaya says crying. Damn mood swings.

“Kaya stop you’re not fat” I say.

“Stop lying to me!” She yells crying. Russy hides behind JoJo, who is backing away.

“Dig go ahead and step in” My dad urges me on. I cup Kaya face.

“Babe” I start.

“What?”

“You’re beautiful, okay?”

“You have to say that”

“No I don’t, I only say it because it’s true”

“Yeah, yeah get me some apple sauce!” She stops crying. “Chop chop man this baby is hungry!”

Like I said before, What have I gotten my self into…

Chapter 65

Kaya

It’s been about 2 month since Diggy and I have had ~~sex~~ made love to each other. Our relationship is now stronger then ever, we talk when when can, which is hard since we both have careers to focus on. As for Ray I eventually told him what happened and i haven’t talked to him since. Prince is still my bestie, I talk to him most out of the group.

My mixtape is almost complete, I have about 2 more songs that I want to add. I’m excited for my fans to have it. I ended up adding the song about Twist to the track list. It’s very emotional for me to listen to, but I get through it. Speaking of Twist I haven’t spoke to him since the studio session. I mean I forgive him, but it’s hard to be around him, in all honesty I miss our relationship, it didn’t last long because of the incident, but I miss it.

The young money fam is cool, I’ve met up with some over the course of these months. I actually collabed with a few for my mixtape. I even went to the studio with Chris to knock out some studio time.

Right now I am at home bored out of my mind finishing up my homework so I can email it to my teacher.

I get an incoming call for FaceTime and it’s Diggy.

“Hey Dig” I say smiling.

“Hey babe, what you up to?” He asks smiling.

“Well I’m doing this homework, so I can be done with it” I explain.

“I just finished mine” He smiles.

“Haha well I’m almost done, hold on” I tell him. I finish it up pretty quickly and send it off. “Okay I’m done” I smile.

“Okay, well the reason I called is I wanted to invite you to Spin’s halloween party this saturday”

“Oh so you didn’t call me because you missed me?” I ask pretending I was hurt.

“Of course I missed you, that’s why I’m inviting you so that I can see you there”

“Okay, I’ll talk to my Tune to make sure I’m free”

“Alright” He smiles. “Oh and befo-” He starts but I cut him off.

“Hold that thought” I say and run to the bathroom and throw up my breakfast. After I’m done I brush my teeth and come back to the camera.

“Are you alright?” He asks.

“I’ve just been feeling sick lately, nothing to worry about, I’ll take some medicine” I reassure him.

“Okay, I don’t want my baby missing the party”

“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine”

“Alright, but I have to go, my dad needs me” He pouts.

“Okay I’ll see you soon, love you” I reply.

“Love you too” He says and hangs up. I finish up the HW and head downstairs. I am immediately greeted with my 3 chihuahuas, I bet all three of them and make my way to the kitchen. I see my mom and Tune standing in the kitchen.

“Tune! When did you get here?!” I say excitedly and went in for a hug.

“About 10 minutes ago, but I didn’t want to bother you because your mom said you were doing school work” He explains.

“I was, it was torture” I groan. Tune and my mom laugh at me. “Anyways, I was just about to call you because Dig wants me to go to Spin’s halloween party this Saturday and New York. Please, please can I go?” I ask.

“Yeah, you don’t have anything to do, knock your self out, but”

“Aww there is always a but” I say and Tune and my mom laugh.

“I hope you know Twist is going to be there too…” He says and I freeze.

“At th-the party?” I ask. Tune nods, my mom looks at us confused.

“What’s wrong with Twist?” My mom asks.

“You didn’t tell her?” Tune asks. I shake my head ‘no’. He makes the ‘oh’ face and my mom still has a confused look on her face.

“Um is anyone going to tell me?” My mom asks.

“Well the night of the party, Twist was uh…” I pause.

“He was what?” My mom urges me on.

“He was drunk and when we got back to the hotel, he was forcing me to have sex with him”

“Did he rape you?!?” My mom asks shocked.

“No… But we did fight until I knocked him out which wasn’t hard considering he was drunk” I finish explaining.

“Oh my why didn’t you tell me?” My mom asks.

“I don’t know, I’ve been trying to deal with it, I mean it been more then 2 months since the incident” I answer.

“Aww sweetheart, you don’t have to deal with stuff like that on your own and I’m not saying he was right for what he did, but considering he was drunk he didn’t know what he was doing. Just don’t let your father find out” I my mom says to lighten the mood. I smile at her and I get an incoming call from Dan. I answer it right away.

“I just talked to you like 30 minutes ago” I say laughing.

“I know, but I couldn’t wait to hear your answer and plus I missed you” Dig replies.

“I missed you too” I chuckle. “And yes I can come to answer you question” I reply with a smile.

“Good, alright my mom needs me but I will talk to you later, love you”

“Love you too”

“Aw y’all are too cute” My mom says.

“Thanks” I reply. “But aye Tune what do you say we hit up the studio so I can get this songs out the way and focus on photoshoots etc?” I ask.

“That’s a good idea, come on” Tune says. I say good bye to my mom and leave out with Tune.

—

It’s Saturday and I just landed at the airport to meet up with Dig and Spin. We worked it out with his parents so I am staying the week. I go over to baggage claim and pick up my bag. Then I walk over to where people are picked up and I see Dig’s big head in the distance. I run over over to him, drop my bags and jump on him. He catches me in his arms and I see him smiling.

“I’m guessing I was missed” He says with a knowing smirk on his face.

“Nah I didn’t miss your big head” I saw and push his head. He looks at me like ‘yeah right’. I giggle and kiss him. I pull away and look in his eyes. “I love you” I whisper.

“I love you too” He replies and pecks my lips. I jump down and he picks up my stuff. Then we walk over to the car and I see Roger driving.

“What’s up Ramirez” I say as I get in the car.

“Nothin much B” He replies. After Dig put my stuff in the trunk he gets in the car.

“So where is Spin?” I ask them.

“He’s doing some last minute preparations, we will see him at the party though” Dig replies.

“Nah Dig I thought he was going to miss his own party” I say sarcastically.

“Don’t get smart, that’s gonna get you in trouble” Dig says.

“Ohh I’m so scared” I say sarcastically once again.

“You better be” He bucks and I just laugh at him.

—

When we arrive and his house, Dig and I get out and he gets my bags. We goodbye to Roger, since he wanted to go home before the party. Diggy unlocks the door for us and we walk in.

“We’re here!” Dig says.

“Welcome back Kaya” Justine comes over and gives me a hug. ”How you been sweetie?” She asks me.

“I’ve been fine” I smile. “Where is everyone?” I ask.

“Well Russy and Miley are at a friends house, so it’s just me and Joey” She replies. I nod and we go to the living room, while Dig takes my bags upstairs.

“Hi Rev!” I say and give him a hug.

“I thought that was you, how are you?” He asks.

“I’m good” I smile. We all take our seats.

“So what have you been doing these past couple of month?” Rev asks me. Dig comes back in the room and wraps his arms around me.

“Well for one thing school I say with a laugh, um I just finished my mixtape this week so it’s being edited as we speak. Now I have to focus on the artwork and my fans should have it sometime next month” I reply.

“That’s great, I can’t wait to hear it” Rev says.

“Well actually, I have some song on my laptop, do you guys want to hear it?” I ask.

“Of course” Justine replies.

“Daniel” I say sweetly and innocently.

“Yeah?” He asks taking his attention away from the tv.

“Can you please get me my laptop?” I ask sweetly.

“Sure where is it?” He asks.

“In the purple tote bag” I reply. He nods and leaves out the room.

Not too long later he comes back with it. “Thanks babe” I smile and take it from him.

I pull up itunes and then go to my mixtape. “Um I love each and every song so I’m going to put it on shuffle” I say and I hit shuffle and the song I didn’t with Chris came on and it’s called “This Life” it pretty much just talks about what comes with the fame and sacrifices that had to me made.

“That was great and your voice is even better than I remember” Rev compliments.

“Thanks” I smile happily.

“Yes, sweetie keep up the good work” Justine tells me.

“Babe , why didn’t you let me listen before?” Diggy asks me.

“You never asked” I shrugged. Before i can stop it the song about Twist came on. “Oh let me turn this off” i say reaching for the pause button.

“Wait” he grabs my hand to keep me from stopping it. As the song plays I look at the look on everyone’s faces and they are hard to read. The tears start streaming down my cheeks before i realize it, let alone stop them.

“Who was that song about?” Dig asks. I try to pretend like I didn’t hear him talking to me. “Kaya! I know you hear me, who was that song about?” Dig repeats one more time.

“Twist” I say not even audible because I’m afraid of Diggy’s reaction.

“What was that?” Dig asks.

“Dig just leave it alone, it’s obviously a difficult thing for her to talk about” Justine says in a calming voice. I send her a quick thankful smile.

“But as her boyfriend, I should know” Dig says.

“Dig you don’t have to know EVERYTHING, she will tell you when she’s ready” Rev says. Dig doesn’t even reply, he leave out the room and I hear his door slam.

“Sorry about that” I lowly.

“It’s fine sweetie, if you need to talk, just know you have us even if you don’t feel comfortable telling Diggy” She smiles at me.

“Thanks” I smile at her. Rev and Justine leave me alone in the living room, I decide to tweet.

@ShutUpKaya_: When someone deserves to know something, but you don’t know how to tell them…

I reply to a few fans and i decide to tease them.

@ShutUpKaya_: Mixtape coming out sooner than you think…

Then I log off and pick my self up off the couch and decide to go talk to Justine, since I hear her in the kitchen. “Hey” I greet her.

“Feeling better?” She asks me and I nod. “You want to talk about it” I nod. “So talk” She urges me on.

“Well you pretty much know the whole story based on the song, I didn’t want to tell Dig about it because it was…” I trail off.

“It was…” She urges me a bit more.

“Twist” I say.

“Christopher Moore?” She asks to clarify. I nod and her face went from shocked to plain disappointed.

I explain to her everything that happened. She doesn’t look as upset but she doesn’t look too happy.

Diggy

After I went in my room and thought about the whole situation I realized how stupid it is. I owe Kaya an apology, so I go downstairs, but I over hear her and my mom talking.

“Well you pretty much know the whole story based on the song, I didn’t want to tell Dig about it because it was…” she trails off.

“It was…” My mom urges her on.

“Twist” she says. I listen to her explain the story and then I walk in the room.

“So it was Twist” I say. She looks shocked and doesn’t reply. “Answer me, I already know the answer, why didn’t you tell me before?” I ask her.

“Well I didn’t want the whole world to know and i’m trying to get pass it. If you haven’t noticed, I haven’t been with him at all” She points out. Now that she mentions it, she’s right. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you” She mumbles lowly.

“It’s okay” I say and open my arms to her. She smiles and comes into my arms.

“Where is my camera?!” My mom says happily, we both laugh at her. She finds it and takes a picture.

“Well come on we better start getting ready” I tell Kaya.

“Oh okay, let’s go” I say and we go upstairs.

Kaya

We both take our showers and Dig dresses up as him self. Boring? I know. I decide to dress up as minnie so I put on black leggings and a black tanks, and I put on my Minnie ears. Then I add some black heels to complete the look. Then i go in the bathroom and do my eyeliner and add some whiskers. “Well aren’t you a sexy Minnie” Diggy says and I blush.

“Stop” I say giggling.

“What?” He asks.

“Oh just come on Roger is waiting for us” I say and drag him out the room.

We get down stairs and Roger is waiting on us. “About time” He says and and we head out and get in the car.

When we get to the party it is already like considering we came kind of late. Some fans are here, so they come up to me or Dig. I stay with Dig so I don’t start any drama. He doesn’t seem to mind. We spot Jacob.

“What’s up man?” Dig asks Jacob.

“Nothin much nothin much chiilin, finna get something to drink” He says.

“Alright bruh, I’ll see you around” Dig says. They give each other dap and Jacob leaves.

“I wanna dance” I say.

“Come on” Dig says and we go to the dance floor. I immediately start grinding on him and he grabs my waist and pulls my waist aggressively. I bite my lip and continue to grind on him. We dance until we get tired and then we walk over to the sitting area. He takes a seat and I sit on his lap.

“This is fun, I’m glad I came and didn’t let Twist being here stop me” I say to Dig.

“I’m glad you came too, and that you’re staying for the whole week” Dig replies.

“Man I missed you” I say and kiss him.

“I like how y’all didn’t come see me though” Spin says sarcastically.

“My bad B, I knew I was going to see you somewhere around here” Dig says and his New Jersey dialect comes out strong as hell.

“Damn that’s sexy” I whisper lowly and Dig smirks at me knowingly, but continues to talk to Spin.

“So Kaya you gonna say something?” Spin says. I laugh.

“My bad Spin” I say and I get up to hug him. “Happy Birthday with your old ass” I say.

“Shut up I’m only 20” Spin replies.

“Yeah, yeah” i say and laugh. We talk to Spin a bit longer and he leaves off somewhere.

Dig and I are just chillin. All of a sudden I start cramping in my side. “Owww” I say holding the area.

“What’s wrong?”

“I don’t know my stomach just hurts really bad” I say. Dig nods and starts rubbing the area causing it feel a bit better. “You reading to go?” I ask him not wanting to stay anymore.

“Uh yeah, let me go find Roger” He says. We find Roger talking to a cute girl. “R-” Dig starts but I stop him. “What?” He asks.

“Shh” I say and walk over to where Roger it. “So let me get this straight, you fuck me and then come down and talk to this basic bitch?” I ask and Dig busts out laughing. Roger looks like he’s about to kill me.

“You were trying to hook up with me right after you hooked up with her?” The girl says and Roger is too shocked to reply. “Un believable” She say and storms off.

“I’m gonna kill you” Roger says once the girl leaves. Dig and I laugh.

“Come on we’re ready to go” I say.

“And y’all couldn’t have waited until after I got her number though?” Rogers asks.

“Nah” Dig and I say in Chief Keef voice and bust out laughing. He sighs, we tell Spin that we’re leaving and roll out.

We are riding back to Dig’s house and i get a thought. “Rog go to the CVS” I say.

“Aight” he replies and drives over to it. I hop out and run inside with out waiting. I quickly go to the ale with the pregnancy tests and pick up three.

I walk over to the cash register and put down the tests. The lady looks at me funny but I ignore her and pay for the stuff and leave.

“Why did you need to go in there?” Dig asks.

“No reason” I say.

“But” He starts.

“JUST DROP IT OKAY?!” I snap on him. He looks confused but let’s it go.

Not much later we are at Dig’s house and we say our goodbye to Roger. Dig opens the door for us and I head straight up to his room into the bathroom. I lock the door and open up the tests. I take the them and sit the on the counter. These 5 minutes seem like a life time. After the time is up, I check the tests, they say positive, I drop them. I break down into tears. “Great, just great!” I yell out in frustration.

“Kaya” Diggy says knocking on the door.

“What?” I ask.

“You alright in there?” He asks me. I don’t know how I’m suppose to tell him…

“Uh yeah, I’ll be out in a minute” I say and wipe my tears and throw away the tests. I open the door to reveal my concerned boyfriend.

“What happened?” He asks.

“Um well you know how I stopped at CVS?” I ask.

“Yeah and snapped on me because I asked why” Dig replies.

“Uh yeah sorry about that, but I picked up a pregnancy test, because i’ve been having the symptom moody, pains, morning sickness, and I miss my period. Plus my stomach is a little pudgy but not noticeable” I say sadly.

“Wait what?” Dig asks shocked. I grab his hand and place it on my stomach.

“I’m pregnant, the condom must have broken and we didn’t know” I say. He nods.

“I don’t know what to say” Dig says, still shocked.

“Diggy what am I gonna do?” I break down all over again.

“Kaya don’t cry, we will get through it together. It takes two to make a baby and even though it wasn’t planned I’m here” He says and pulls me into a hug.

“I love you” I mumble into his chest.

“I love you too, don’t forget that” He says and kisses my forehead. We hear the door open and look to see disappointed face on Rev and Justine’s face.

“When you come to ask your son and his girlfriend how fun the party they went to was, you don’t expect to hear that she is pregnant. Let alone having sex” Rev says.

Dig and I are too shocked to speak…

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