It’s been about 2 month since Diggy and I have had
sex made love to each other. Our relationship is now stronger then ever, we talk when when can, which is hard since we both have careers to focus on. As for Ray I eventually told him what happened and i haven’t talked to him since. Prince is still my bestie, I talk to him most out of the group.
My mixtape is almost complete, I have about 2 more songs that I want to add. I’m excited for my fans to have it. I ended up adding the song about Twist to the track list. It’s very emotional for me to listen to, but I get through it. Speaking of Twist I haven’t spoke to him since the studio session. I mean I forgive him, but it’s hard to be around him, in all honesty I miss our relationship, it didn’t last long because of the incident, but I miss it.
The young money fam is cool, I’ve met up with some over the course of these months. I actually collabed with a few for my mixtape. I even went to the studio with Chris to knock out some studio time.
Right now I am at home bored out of my mind finishing up my homework so I can email it to my teacher.
I get an incoming call for FaceTime and it’s Diggy.
“Hey Dig” I say smiling.
“Hey babe, what you up to?” He asks smiling.
“Well I’m doing this homework, so I can be done with it” I explain.
“I just finished mine” He smiles.
“Haha well I’m almost done, hold on” I tell him. I finish it up pretty quickly and send it off. “Okay I’m done” I smile.
“Okay, well the reason I called is I wanted to invite you to Spin’s halloween party this saturday”
“Oh so you didn’t call me because you missed me?” I ask pretending I was hurt.
“Of course I missed you, that’s why I’m inviting you so that I can see you there”
“Okay, I’ll talk to my Tune to make sure I’m free”
“Alright” He smiles. “Oh and befo-” He starts but I cut him off.
“Hold that thought” I say and run to the bathroom and throw up my breakfast. After I’m done I brush my teeth and come back to the camera.
“Are you alright?” He asks.
“I’ve just been feeling sick lately, nothing to worry about, I’ll take some medicine” I reassure him.
“Okay, I don’t want my baby missing the party”
“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine”
“Alright, but I have to go, my dad needs me” He pouts.
“Okay I’ll see you soon, love you” I reply.
“Love you too” He says and hangs up. I finish up the HW and head downstairs. I am immediately greeted with my 3 chihuahuas, I bet all three of them and make my way to the kitchen. I see my mom and Tune standing in the kitchen.
“Tune! When did you get here?!” I say excitedly and went in for a hug.
“About 10 minutes ago, but I didn’t want to bother you because your mom said you were doing school work” He explains.
“I was, it was torture” I groan. Tune and my mom laugh at me. “Anyways, I was just about to call you because Dig wants me to go to Spin’s halloween party this Saturday and New York. Please, please can I go?” I ask.
“Yeah, you don’t have anything to do, knock your self out, but”
“Aww there is always a but” I say and Tune and my mom laugh.
“I hope you know Twist is going to be there too…” He says and I freeze.
“At th-the party?” I ask. Tune nods, my mom looks at us confused.
“What’s wrong with Twist?” My mom asks.
“You didn’t tell her?” Tune asks. I shake my head ‘no’. He makes the ‘oh’ face and my mom still has a confused look on her face.
“Um is anyone going to tell me?” My mom asks.
“Well the night of the party, Twist was uh…” I pause.
“He was what?” My mom urges me on.
“He was drunk and when we got back to the hotel, he was forcing me to have sex with him”
“Did he rape you?!?” My mom asks shocked.
“No… But we did fight until I knocked him out which wasn’t hard considering he was drunk” I finish explaining.
“Oh my why didn’t you tell me?” My mom asks.
“I don’t know, I’ve been trying to deal with it, I mean it been more then 2 months since the incident” I answer.
“Aww sweetheart, you don’t have to deal with stuff like that on your own and I’m not saying he was right for what he did, but considering he was drunk he didn’t know what he was doing. Just don’t let your father find out” I my mom says to lighten the mood. I smile at her and I get an incoming call from Dan. I answer it right away.
“I just talked to you like 30 minutes ago” I say laughing.
“I know, but I couldn’t wait to hear your answer and plus I missed you” Dig replies.
“I missed you too” I chuckle. “And yes I can come to answer you question” I reply with a smile.
“Good, alright my mom needs me but I will talk to you later, love you”
“Love you too”
“Aw y’all are too cute” My mom says.
“Thanks” I reply. “But aye Tune what do you say we hit up the studio so I can get this songs out the way and focus on photoshoots etc?” I ask.
“That’s a good idea, come on” Tune says. I say good bye to my mom and leave out with Tune.
It’s Saturday and I just landed at the airport to meet up with Dig and Spin. We worked it out with his parents so I am staying the week. I go over to baggage claim and pick up my bag. Then I walk over to where people are picked up and I see Dig’s big head in the distance. I run over over to him, drop my bags and jump on him. He catches me in his arms and I see him smiling.
“I’m guessing I was missed” He says with a knowing smirk on his face.
“Nah I didn’t miss your big head” I saw and push his head. He looks at me like ‘yeah right’. I giggle and kiss him. I pull away and look in his eyes. “I love you” I whisper.
“I love you too” He replies and pecks my lips. I jump down and he picks up my stuff. Then we walk over to the car and I see Roger driving.
“What’s up Ramirez” I say as I get in the car.
“Nothin much B” He replies. After Dig put my stuff in the trunk he gets in the car.
“So where is Spin?” I ask them.
“He’s doing some last minute preparations, we will see him at the party though” Dig replies.
“Nah Dig I thought he was going to miss his own party” I say sarcastically.
“Don’t get smart, that’s gonna get you in trouble” Dig says.
“Ohh I’m so scared” I say sarcastically once again.
“You better be” He bucks and I just laugh at him.
When we arrive and his house, Dig and I get out and he gets my bags. We goodbye to Roger, since he wanted to go home before the party. Diggy unlocks the door for us and we walk in.
“We’re here!” Dig says.
“Welcome back Kaya” Justine comes over and gives me a hug. ”How you been sweetie?” She asks me.
“I’ve been fine” I smile. “Where is everyone?” I ask.
“Well Russy and Miley are at a friends house, so it’s just me and Joey” She replies. I nod and we go to the living room, while Dig takes my bags upstairs.
“Hi Rev!” I say and give him a hug.
“I thought that was you, how are you?” He asks.
“I’m good” I smile. We all take our seats.
“So what have you been doing these past couple of month?” Rev asks me. Dig comes back in the room and wraps his arms around me.
“Well for one thing school I say with a laugh, um I just finished my mixtape this week so it’s being edited as we speak. Now I have to focus on the artwork and my fans should have it sometime next month” I reply.
“That’s great, I can’t wait to hear it” Rev says.
“Well actually, I have some song on my laptop, do you guys want to hear it?” I ask.
“Of course” Justine replies.
“Daniel” I say sweetly and innocently.
“Yeah?” He asks taking his attention away from the tv.
“Can you please get me my laptop?” I ask sweetly.
“Sure where is it?” He asks.
“In the purple tote bag” I reply. He nods and leaves out the room.
Not too long later he comes back with it. “Thanks babe” I smile and take it from him.
I pull up itunes and then go to my mixtape. “Um I love each and every song so I’m going to put it on shuffle” I say and I hit shuffle and the song I didn’t with Chris came on and it’s called “This Life” it pretty much just talks about what comes with the fame and sacrifices that had to me made.
“That was great and your voice is even better than I remember” Rev compliments.
“Thanks” I smile happily.
“Yes, sweetie keep up the good work” Justine tells me.
“Babe , why didn’t you let me listen before?” Diggy asks me.
“You never asked” I shrugged. Before i can stop it the song about Twist came on. “Oh let me turn this off” i say reaching for the pause button.
“Wait” he grabs my hand to keep me from stopping it. As the song plays I look at the look on everyone’s faces and they are hard to read. The tears start streaming down my cheeks before i realize it, let alone stop them.
“Who was that song about?” Dig asks. I try to pretend like I didn’t hear him talking to me. “Kaya! I know you hear me, who was that song about?” Dig repeats one more time.
“Twist” I say not even audible because I’m afraid of Diggy’s reaction.
“What was that?” Dig asks.
“Dig just leave it alone, it’s obviously a difficult thing for her to talk about” Justine says in a calming voice. I send her a quick thankful smile.
“But as her boyfriend, I should know” Dig says.
“Dig you don’t have to know EVERYTHING, she will tell you when she’s ready” Rev says. Dig doesn’t even reply, he leave out the room and I hear his door slam.
“Sorry about that” I lowly.
“It’s fine sweetie, if you need to talk, just know you have us even if you don’t feel comfortable telling Diggy” She smiles at me.
“Thanks” I smile at her. Rev and Justine leave me alone in the living room, I decide to tweet.
@ShutUpKaya_: When someone deserves to know something, but you don’t know how to tell them…
I reply to a few fans and i decide to tease them.
@ShutUpKaya_: Mixtape coming out sooner than you think…
Then I log off and pick my self up off the couch and decide to go talk to Justine, since I hear her in the kitchen. “Hey” I greet her.
“Feeling better?” She asks me and I nod. “You want to talk about it” I nod. “So talk” She urges me on.
“Well you pretty much know the whole story based on the song, I didn’t want to tell Dig about it because it was…” I trail off.
“It was…” She urges me a bit more.
“Twist” I say.
“Christopher Moore?” She asks to clarify. I nod and her face went from shocked to plain disappointed.
I explain to her everything that happened. She doesn’t look as upset but she doesn’t look too happy.
After I went in my room and thought about the whole situation I realized how stupid it is. I owe Kaya an apology, so I go downstairs, but I over hear her and my mom talking.
“Well you pretty much know the whole story based on the song, I didn’t want to tell Dig about it because it was…” she trails off.
“It was…” My mom urges her on.
“Twist” she says. I listen to her explain the story and then I walk in the room.
“So it was Twist” I say. She looks shocked and doesn’t reply. “Answer me, I already know the answer, why didn’t you tell me before?” I ask her.
“Well I didn’t want the whole world to know and i’m trying to get pass it. If you haven’t noticed, I haven’t been with him at all” She points out. Now that she mentions it, she’s right. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you” She mumbles lowly.
“It’s okay” I say and open my arms to her. She smiles and comes into my arms.
“Where is my camera?!” My mom says happily, we both laugh at her. She finds it and takes a picture.
“Well come on we better start getting ready” I tell Kaya.
“Oh okay, let’s go” I say and we go upstairs.
We both take our showers and Dig dresses up as him self. Boring? I know. I decide to dress up as minnie so I put on black leggings and a black tanks, and I put on my Minnie ears. Then I add some black heels to complete the look. Then i go in the bathroom and do my eyeliner and add some whiskers. “Well aren’t you a sexy Minnie” Diggy says and I blush.
“Stop” I say giggling.
“What?” He asks.
“Oh just come on Roger is waiting for us” I say and drag him out the room.
We get down stairs and Roger is waiting on us. “About time” He says and and we head out and get in the car.
When we get to the party it is already like considering we came kind of late. Some fans are here, so they come up to me or Dig. I stay with Dig so I don’t start any drama. He doesn’t seem to mind. We spot Jacob.
“What’s up man?” Dig asks Jacob.
“Nothin much nothin much chiilin, finna get something to drink” He says.
“Alright bruh, I’ll see you around” Dig says. They give each other dap and Jacob leaves.
“I wanna dance” I say.
“Come on” Dig says and we go to the dance floor. I immediately start grinding on him and he grabs my waist and pulls my waist aggressively. I bite my lip and continue to grind on him. We dance until we get tired and then we walk over to the sitting area. He takes a seat and I sit on his lap.
“This is fun, I’m glad I came and didn’t let Twist being here stop me” I say to Dig.
“I’m glad you came too, and that you’re staying for the whole week” Dig replies.
“Man I missed you” I say and kiss him.
“I like how y’all didn’t come see me though” Spin says sarcastically.
“My bad B, I knew I was going to see you somewhere around here” Dig says and his New Jersey dialect comes out strong as hell.
“Damn that’s sexy” I whisper lowly and Dig smirks at me knowingly, but continues to talk to Spin.
“So Kaya you gonna say something?” Spin says. I laugh.
“My bad Spin” I say and I get up to hug him. “Happy Birthday with your old ass” I say.
“Shut up I’m only 20” Spin replies.
“Yeah, yeah” i say and laugh. We talk to Spin a bit longer and he leaves off somewhere.
Dig and I are just chillin. All of a sudden I start cramping in my side. “Owww” I say holding the area.
“I don’t know my stomach just hurts really bad” I say. Dig nods and starts rubbing the area causing it feel a bit better. “You reading to go?” I ask him not wanting to stay anymore.
“Uh yeah, let me go find Roger” He says. We find Roger talking to a cute girl. “R-” Dig starts but I stop him. “What?” He asks.
“Shh” I say and walk over to where Roger it. “So let me get this straight, you fuck me and then come down and talk to this basic bitch?” I ask and Dig busts out laughing. Roger looks like he’s about to kill me.
“You were trying to hook up with me right after you hooked up with her?” The girl says and Roger is too shocked to reply. “Un believable” She say and storms off.
“I’m gonna kill you” Roger says once the girl leaves. Dig and I laugh.
“Come on we’re ready to go” I say.
“And y’all couldn’t have waited until after I got her number though?” Rogers asks.
“Nah” Dig and I say in Chief Keef voice and bust out laughing. He sighs, we tell Spin that we’re leaving and roll out.
We are riding back to Dig’s house and i get a thought. “Rog go to the CVS” I say.
“Aight” he replies and drives over to it. I hop out and run inside with out waiting. I quickly go to the ale with the pregnancy tests and pick up three.
I walk over to the cash register and put down the tests. The lady looks at me funny but I ignore her and pay for the stuff and leave.
“Why did you need to go in there?” Dig asks.
“No reason” I say.
“But” He starts.
“JUST DROP IT OKAY?!” I snap on him. He looks confused but let’s it go.
Not much later we are at Dig’s house and we say our goodbye to Roger. Dig opens the door for us and I head straight up to his room into the bathroom. I lock the door and open up the tests. I take the them and sit the on the counter. These 5 minutes seem like a life time. After the time is up, I check the tests, they say positive, I drop them. I break down into tears. “Great, just great!” I yell out in frustration.
“Kaya” Diggy says knocking on the door.
“What?” I ask.
“You alright in there?” He asks me. I don’t know how I’m suppose to tell him…
“Uh yeah, I’ll be out in a minute” I say and wipe my tears and throw away the tests. I open the door to reveal my concerned boyfriend.
“What happened?” He asks.
“Um well you know how I stopped at CVS?” I ask.
“Yeah and snapped on me because I asked why” Dig replies.
“Uh yeah sorry about that, but I picked up a pregnancy test, because i’ve been having the symptom moody, pains, morning sickness, and I miss my period. Plus my stomach is a little pudgy but not noticeable” I say sadly.
“Wait what?” Dig asks shocked. I grab his hand and place it on my stomach.
“I’m pregnant, the condom must have broken and we didn’t know” I say. He nods.
“I don’t know what to say” Dig says, still shocked.
“Diggy what am I gonna do?” I break down all over again.
“Kaya don’t cry, we will get through it together. It takes two to make a baby and even though it wasn’t planned I’m here” He says and pulls me into a hug.
“I love you” I mumble into his chest.
“I love you too, don’t forget that” He says and kisses my forehead. We hear the door open and look to see disappointed face on Rev and Justine’s face.
“When you come to ask your son and his girlfriend how fun the party they went to was, you don’t expect to hear that she is pregnant. Let alone having sex” Rev says.
Dig and I are too shocked to speak…